I CaN MaKe YoU SMILE!

...XD...part 2.

2009-04-06T16:48:00.000-07:00

aun. cnipag din aq magpost nung kasunod nung isa qng post.

Dahil nga sa npaka-CRAPPYng internet, nde aq gaanong mkapagpost dto. nkakabuset kya. refresh ka nang refresh ts ayaw prin gmana. nakakahigh blood.

gsto q lng batiin si charie ng happy 14th birthday. yea. pag iniicp q tuloy ung age q....hmmp.. wla.! haha.. aun.tnda na aq ee.

BTW. nkapasa aq! yessss!! I'm going to continue my studies at Parañaque Science! woohoo. akala q tlga maraming matatanggal sa amin (2b) pero in the end. wlang natanggal sa section nmin. waah.. pero sa kbila ng pagsasaya kong ito, super lungkot ko kc nde nakapasa si mary-ann. waah. ala na aq kasama pag ppnta aq sa LDRM.

aww. tpos aun nga. I wanna buy a PSP unit soooooo badly. XP. nkakaurat. antagal ibigay ung allowance. P1,500 pa ata ung utang nila sa amin.. next year i'll make sure na meron na aqng PSP. haha.. adiiiik.. wanna play Final Fantasy 7 - Crisis Core.

haha.. aun. sana dinggin ni Lord ang aking hiling. isang PSP lng un Lord! well.. pinagbigyan nya na aq dun sa Nintendo DS. wanna try PSP.. XP. Pero I wanna buy it with my own money. ung something na I earned myself. well. maaaring galing kay mama ung pera q pero db? pinaghihirapan q nmn ee. may mga times nga na nde na aq natutulog para lng matapos ang report q sa biology.(BTW. etong report na ito ay group. seems to me na aq lng ang gmagawa.) tpos ung mga HWs. super tambak. tapos quizzes. pamatay. so para sa akin. walang dapat ipag-alala si mama kc nde nmn aq pabayang mag-aaral. :) I'm a good girl when it comes to my studies. khit na minsan sinasabi ko na "nde ko ggwin to" or "hnde aq magpapasa nyan", in the end gnagawa q prin ee?.

:) aun lng nmn. :)

..XD..(part 1)

2009-04-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

.np - Rottara Rottara - Buono!

....waah... buset. naextend ung pasok hanggang April 7..andaya daya. kme nlng ata may psok,.tsktsk..

..hmm.. antagal ko na hndi nagpopost about sa mga kachorbahan ko sa buhay. haha...

..magsimula tau nung...hmm..birthday ko. ou. nung birthday ko. haha.. ala lng. yes! ang tanda ko na. woohoo!! *sings 100 years... i'm fifteen for a moment!* ala lng.. hmm.. aun. pagpsok q sa skul.(we were taking DAT.division achievement test) bigla silang (classmates) nagsigawan. "happy birthday aiko!" aun. haha.. eto nmn aq. flattered. haha.. hmm. ts un. wla nmng nangyaring masama maliban nlng noong nagpraktis kme nung Idudu para sa MAPEH.so aun nga. gnto un. pumunta kme sa court ng Gatchalian 1, edi un. kumaen muna pala kme sa McDo kc nga alam nyo na. haha.. :) (natouch aq kinantahan nila aq ng happy birthday sa mcdo.) bsta tas aun nga.after eating, pnta kme sa court.pagdating nmen andun sila kristel, mjo glet na ata. ts aun, two groups kc kme, isang group si kristel leader, ung isa si jayjay. si jay leeader nmin. ung group nila kristel, ngpapaturo ke jayjay. ts nung nagtuturo na c jayjay, bglang nagsbe si kristel ng something na nakaoffend kay jayjay ts nagbangayan na cla. edi un. iyak si kristel pti si jay, alis group ni kristel.

tpos. edi tpos na ang aking birthday. nalate ung gift nila (2b) sa akin. :) pero okay lng. March 23 na nila nabigay. tarp. ng FOB. yea.. adik na nga pla aq sa Fall Out Boy. ala lng. npanuod ko concert nila sa myx, ung live in Phoenix. naastigan aq, bumili aq ng album nila noong March 16.

pero nde gnun kasaya ung birthday q. kc nung March 19, nmatay ung lola q sa tuhod. ts unang araw ng libing, birthday q. aww. naiyak nga aq kc ung lolo q nkakaawa. as in. ang lungkot sa bahay nung birthday q. bwsta. auko na magkwento.

hmm.. nttmad na tuloy aq magtype. hm. ipopost q nlng bukas ung 2nd part. :)

gaya na lang din ako bago pumasok sa school. :)

2009-03-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

hehe. halatang walang mgawa kaya ggya nlng ako kay jilliane. :>

Bolding
I have brown eyes.
I’m engaged.
I have a pet cat.
In fact, I have more then two or more cats.
I play computer games.
I live in America.
I love fries.
I like nature.
I recycle.
I prefer baths to showers.
I love gloomy days.
I’m currently pregnant.
I’m so tired!
I have a job.
I can’t drive yet.
I wear contact lenses.
I like the color red.
I can’t wait for Summer.
I can’t swim.
My favorite animal is a hippo.

[x] Marks the spot
[x] I hate/d school.
[ ] I have two brothers.
[ ] I stereotype people.
[ ] Blond hair & Blue eyes = The perfect man.
[ ] I like dogs.
[ ] I want to be a dentist when I’m older.
[ ] Mr Blobby is my idol.
[ ] I like Eminem’s music.
[ ] My Mum works at the local hospital.
[x] I have my own house.
[x] My favorite color is blue.
[ ] I’m very rich.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue before.
[ ] I’m nervous on Friday 13th.
[ ] one day, I’ll be the Queen.
[x] I wish I was famous.
[x] I have online friends.
[ ] I’ve been sacked from a job before.
[ ] I’ve never stolen once.

Random Questions
What pets do you own? chickens XP nawala ung turtle. (poor jirou.)
What is your name? Aiko
How old are you? 15. tanda ko na. well... :>
Can you drive yet? ...ya think?!
Where is the furthest you’ve ever traveled to? hmm.. dunno..
What is your favorite number? 20~
Do you believe in ghosts? uhm.. maybe.
What is your favorite sandwich? Tuna Sandwich.
What is your mothers name? ...y ask?
How many times have you been on a school trip? 9?
Did you play a prank on somebody this April 1st? nah..
Do you own this computer? sort of. may ka-share nga lang..:>
Do you like to play in the snow? I wish.
What do your Wellingtons look like? ?
What time is it? 5:20 am.40 minutes left until I shut this computer down. :> well.. I still have to go to school! :>
How many teddy bears do you own? none.
Who’s your best friend? many to mention.
What’s your favorite pizza topping?.. cheese! cheese.. cheese.. cheese. ... topping ba un?
Are you a vegetarian? nope.
What allergies do you have? allergy sa dust. dati. inaasthma kc aq.

This or That
Mashed potato or Fries
Beach or Mountains
Sex or Masturbation: .....
Horror or Comedy
Dog or Cat.
Morning or Night
Work or School
Bus or Taxi.
Christmas or Birthday
Hamster or Mouse
Balloon or Banner
Winter or Summer
Red or Blue
Grass or Sand
Magical or Mythical
Unicorn or Dragon
Picnic or BBQ.
Barbie or Lego
Tea or Coffee
Real-life or Animated

Countdown
List ten friends:

Kathlyn
Czarina
Jovelle
Mary-ann
Shine
Chris
Erika
Marela
Jessa Pearl
Mariz.

List nine places:

Japan
Eiffel Tower.
Comic Alley.
Mt. Everest.
Disney Land!
School?
Space. (outer space i mean)
the kitchen?
Paris.

List eight flowers:

Edelweiss.
Sampaguita
Everlasting
Chrysanthemum.
Daisies.
Sunflower
Cherry Blossoms
Roses?

List seven foods:

Chahan!
Ebi fry/tempura
Sinigang.
Empanada
Ice cream
Yasai Itame.
Gyoza.

List six animals:

Chicken
Turtle
Guinea Pig
Monkey
Sea Lampreys. haha.
Kangaroo.

List five games:

Final Fantasy
Tales of Eternia
Tekken
Millionaire's game
Super Mario.

List four types of weather:

Sunny
Rainy
Windy
Cloudy.

List three planets:

Mercury (i was gonna put pluto first but it was declared to be only a dwarf planet.)
Venus (Aphrodite. :))
Neptune (Poseidon)

List two religions:

Muslim
Catholic

List one celebrity:

Cameron Diaz

Friends
List 4 friends:
.cha.
Shine
Chris
Erika

Does 1 & 4 know each other? nope
Have 2 & 3 ever dated? NO!
What color hair does 2 have? black
What is 1’s favorite animal? hmm.. i dunno. you ask her.
Is 4 a virgin? ou nmn. ambaet baet nyang batang yan.
Where does 3 work? she's only a student.
Does 2 & 4 know each other? yupyup!.
How old is 2? 13 years old.
When is 1’s Birthday? April 7, 1995
Does 4 have Facebook? yup pro di nya binubuksan
When did you last see 3? kahapon?
How are 1 & 3 related? hmm.. so complicated. makes my nose bleed.!
How many siblings does 2 have? 1. dlwa lng cla ee.
What’s 3’s best qualities? mkulit. may tkot sa Diyos.
Where does 4 live? Multi.
How long have you known 1? since grade 3
Would you ever kiss 1? sa cheeks ou. :>
Would you ever date 2? nope.
What is 4’s favorite flower? dunno; she won't tell.
What religion is 3? Devoted Catholic yan

Word Association
What whatever comes to your mind first
Blue: Marela. she likes blue.
Horde: an elephant.
Fluffy: Pancho. I always tell him that he's so fluffy.
Harry: Harry Potter.
Pizza: S'barrp
Match: Little Match Girl.
Cake: Black Forest!
Fridge: Cheese.
Ice: Iced Tea.?
Mango: Bagoong.
Drum: Stick?
Bottle: Coke.
Rice: Cake.
Arm: Arms Race.
Attitude: magulo?
Fool: Fool Again - Westlife.
Cannonball: camera. haha.. cannon.
Worms: eww.
Happy: shalala. it's so nice to be happy. :>
Mushy: hmm... mashed potato.

Finish the Sentence
I really love: listening to music.
How can you: go there without taking me with you? ang drama.
Don’t say: you love me. you don't even know me. if you really want me, then give me some time.
I wish: you would give me that ice cream you're holding.
I am: weird.
Don’t forget: to buy me something! :)
Money is: that orange(20 pesos)/violet(100 pesos)/yellow(500 pesos)/bluegreen(1000 pesos) paper you use to buy something.
I’m hungry when: I say so.
The fish in the sea: is dead. haha./. korni.
The sky is: vast. ahmm,.. nosebleed.
I hate: seeing you the way I see you right now. weh. san mo nkuha yan!?
People are: are aliens.
Surveys: are sometimes worth answering.
How many: bags are you caryying ?
What is that: thing behind you?
I smell: the ocean breeze from the sea shore.
Help is: and must be given without any regrets.
Perfection does: nothing good to people.
Friends are: the ones who keeps you from your knife? wee... san ko ba nkukuha to?
Diamonds are: more valuable than gold, my teacher says.

True or False
I’ve given oral before: ...?
My fathers name is Joe: false.
I smile at least once a day: so true
I prefer silver to gold: depends.
I like fireworks: true.
I earn more then $50 a week: like FALSE!
My favorite animal is a fox: false.
I support hunting: FALSE.
I am against gay rights: false...unless they do something like PDA. i dun lyk that kind of thingy.
I like fruit cake: false
I have green eyes: false.
I’m naturally blond: false
I love to dance: false.
I’m scared of heights: true
I’m perfect: FALSE.
My favorite food is sausage:sooooo false.
I’m over 5ft: true.
I need to shower: true
My hair is longer then my shoulders: true.
I am bisexual: false!

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hmmm.. makaalis na nga . haha.. ala lng. :>

kapagod.super.

2009-03-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

buset na yan. mamamatay pa ata aq ng wala sa oras neto. sabog na sabog na talaga aq.
pnu.parang praning lang. andame-dameng isasubmit na requirements, ts may mga play pa na ggwin. PLAY sa ENG. - Greek Mythology (Clytie and Apollo), sayang, mas maganda sana ung kna Cupid at Psyche. asteeg tlga un. ts ung sa Fil pa. Florante at Laura. buset. sabog na sabog na aq.

eto pa. nung March 11, nagtake kme ng NAT. buset. pagkatapos ng wlang katapusang pagrereview. ntapos nren ang paghihirap.
...........

aha. ayan ang akala nyo. ayun. kasali pa pala kme sa DAT. buset na yan. wala na ba kmeng phinga?!! tapos next week, busy na rin kc periodicals na sa electives ts research sa tech wri submission nrin.

aun.. pagod na pagod na aq. as in. tpos aun. I'm keeping my SANITY alive. :D pero wag kau, i'd rather transfer sa other schools than to admit myself in a mental hospital. :D haha.. di nmn. malayo pa nmn mangyari na mabaliw aq sa kakaaral. aun. so far, masaya pa nmn aq. aun. lapet na magbakasyon. sana nmn makapasa aq ng second year sa ParSci. syang nmn ang pagkakataon.

Anoop Desai - The Next American Idol?.. ahm... :)

2009-02-11T00:08:00.000-08:00

hmm.. Pinakagusto ko si Anoop Desai sa American Idol Season 8. hehe. ahm.. He has this great voice and aun..ang cute-cute nya kaya.. haha.. ala lng. hmm... eto o.. pic nya habang nakanta sa "The Clef Hangers.." :) tingnan nyo ung videos ng mga kanta nila sa youtube. ang asteeeeg...... :D ala lng. isheshare q lng sana. basta. xa ung iruroot ko sa AI Season 8. Go Anoop! :)

..survey..from david..

2009-02-10T23:23:00.000-08:00

Quick! First person to come to your mind: Girard Erika Panganiban

Name someone you know who's name starts with a "M": Mariz Geraldine Jose

Name someone you know who is the same age as you: Marela Marie Ignacio

Name someone you've shared a secret with: Chris Mary Bulatao

Who was the last person to call you? ..(call? as in tawag sa phone?) pag tawag sa phone. wala. pero pag tawag, as in..Aiko! pag gnun... si Camille Bataller. (kaninang uwian)

Someone you know who has the same color hair as you? hmm...Jessa Pearl Tamayo

Now list those 6 people in the order you answered the previous questions...
1. Girard Erika Panganiban
2. Mariz Geraldine Jose
3. Marela Marie Ignacio
4. Chris Mary Bulatao
5. Camille Bataller
6. Jessa Pearl Tamayo

Now use those 6 people to answer these questions...
Who have you know the longest? Jessa.

Are you related to any of them? As classmates cguro. :D

Who is the tallest? hmm.. it's either Erika or Marela.

Who lives the closest to you? Jessa Pearl. :)

How many of them have been to your house? 4. ahm... eka,m,chris,jessa.

Are you older than any of them? aq nga pinakamatanda e. haha..

Who did you hang out with most recently? Erika, Marela, Jessa, Chris

Are you or have you dated any of them? NOPE! NEVER. di aq tibo no.

Do you go to school with any of them? sometimes.

Who is the closest to you? Chris.

More Stuff
Who is older #2 or #5? number 5.

Who have you known longer #6 or #1? number 6.

Who is more likely to take risks #3 or #4? number 4.?

Who did you talk to most recently #2 or #4? number 4.

Who is more likely to get a speeding ticket #6 or #5? number 6??

Who lives closer to you #1 or #3? number 1.

Individually...
#1.
Who is this person currently dating? none.

Have you met this person's family? nope.

Do they have any pets? yes.

#2
What color eyes does this person have? dark brown..?

How many times have you been to his/her house? not yet.

Do they have their driver's license? nopE!

#3
What kind of car does this person drive? asa.. second year pa nga lng e..

Do they collect anything? emo things. haha..

Are you taller or shorter than this person? shorter.mahirap mang aminin.. (awts..)

#4
How did you meet? hmm... naging magkaklase kme nung first year at dun kme nagkakilala.

Have you ever dated this person? NOPE!

Do you know this person's middle name? ahmm.. kalimutan q e.. xori idol!

#5
What is his/her birthday? July 8, 1994. oha.

Are they older or younger than you? younger.

Does this person know #2? of course.

#6
Ever done anything illegal with this person? nope.

Have you ever gone to the movies together? not yet

Do you live in the same town as this person? nope. Same city. :)

.. One in a Million Chance..

2009-01-09T01:45:00.000-08:00

January 8, 2009 - Yesterday, we went on an interview with Mr. Hans Sy, the President of SM Prime Holders. We were two groups - Group 1 and 5. If you can remember, I posted some pictures here in multiply about my adventure at MoA in delivering our request letter for an interview with my groupmates. This will serve as our project for the 3rd Grading Period.

waaah.. I was really HAPPY when I've heard that we were allowed to have an interview with Mr. Hans Sy. Being only a second year high school student and to achieve something THIS big, I feel so honored. Imagine, by the age of 14, I was already able to interview a really prominent business icon? I really AM happy.

So it was like this. At exactly 2:25pm, January 8, 2009, the bell rang as the signal for the dismissal. My groupmates and the other group hurriedly packed their things and said that they were going to our classmate's house which was near the school. After taking care of some business at school, Chris and I packed our things and went to our classmate's house too. After a few minutes of grooming ourselves, we went our way to MoA and rode a jeepney to Baclaran. After alighting the jeep, we rode the Shuttle next. The driver was kind enough to drive us all the way to Building A where Mr. Hans Sy's office was located. It was exactly 4:01pm on my watch when we arrived there. We went inside the gate and the guard talked to asked and asked what our purpose was in coming. We said that we had an appointment with Mr. Hans Sy and then they let us in. The leaders of the two groups were the first to enter the building, while we waited frantically outside. After a few minutes, we were also asked to enter. We were asked to go to a certain room inside the building which probably I won't say where. We were greeted by the Secretaries of Mr. Hans. They instructed us to go inside a conference room. Inside were chairs and a table, paintings, and other things. Then, when Mr. Hans arrived, we stood up and greeted him Good Afternoon. Then the interview began. He is so easy to talk to. Very approachable. Humble. etc... I learned many things from him. He said that there is no replacement in hardwork. In fact, he really did go through a lot of hardwork. Anyways.. after that, he gave us something special and it's a secret. :) hehe.. sorry but I think I can't tell. Maybe some other time. So, after the interview, we said our thanks to Mr. Hans Sy, for his time and patience in answering our questions. But he did say that he liked our questions. :)

After that, we went to a classmate's house because it was his birthday. I think he's really lucky because a lot of good things happened to him on his birthday. He received a gift from II-B(actually it was on "piling" students who contributed and hey. I was part of it.)which was an album of Rihanna. then, our report in biology was graded 93% (I'm his groupmate) and then this interview. I'm really happy for him. After eating, we said goodbye to him and his family and went home. We rode a bus to Baclaran and rode a jeepney home.

So, that's were my story ends. It was quite an adventure. :)

I'm really thankful that Mr. Hans Sy approved our request letters. We didn't even have connections with him, yet he allowed us to have an interview with him despite his hectic schedule. He said that he flies to China every two weeks. :) Actually, he just came from China the other day before our interview.

smudge of love. {feeler.. :)}

2008-11-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

November 30, 2008 - 4:00 pm

Pumunta kami sa SM. kasama ko ate ko, c mei tska ung nanay ko. :) Pumunta kami para manood nung mini-concert ng PDA. Andun cla Bugoy, Laarni tska Van. uhm.... bago kmi nanood, tutal matagal un bago magstart, kumaen muna kami.

So, aun, kumaen kmi sa Tokyo Tokyo. Pero sad to say, hindi ko nagustuhan ung pagkain nila dun. Pasensya na sa nasasarapan sa pagkain nila. nde ko lang talaga natripan ung food.

So aun. edi nagpunta na kmi sa labas. mga 5 na rin kme natapos sa pagkain e. Edi nagstart na ung mini-concert. Naunang kumanta si Van. Gwapo xa kaso nde ko type. Maganda rin boses nya :). hmm.. Ung kinanta nya anu... Tatsulok, I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore, tska ung isa, di ko na matandaan.

Tapos si Bugoy na. yihee... una nya kinanta ung With You ni Chris Brown. ang asteeeg.... Kung panu xa kumanta sa tv, gnun din xa knina. tapos ung sunod ano.. Muli. galing sa album nya. :D Garabeee... ung sa album nya kaparehas nung pagkanta nya kahit live. tapos huli nyang kinanta is ung Paano na Kaya? ang asteeg tlga ni Bugoy... :) Sa totoo lang, may itsura xa, nde lng xa telegenic/photogenic. :D

Tapos sunod na kumanta si Laarni. hindi ko alam ung kinanta niya e. kc pumunta kmi ni ate kay mama para humingi ng perang pambili ng album ni Bugoy. :D

Tapos. nagpa-autograph kme. heehee.. kakaasar nga ung ate ko kc xa nagpa-autograph nung album ni Bugoy tapos pinabili nya ko nung PDA na album. kakaasar tlga. tapos hi-nug nya si Bugoy. ang feeler.. haha.. natural kelangan lubus-lubusin mo na db?

Ako pina-autograph ko ung PDA. kay Bugoy lng. :D adeek e no. Kinamayan nya koooooo.... tapos nginitian paaaaa.a....... adeeek..... ang cute nya mag-smile~~~~~...... ala ln...

Tapos bigla nalang pagkakita ko dun sa autograph nya... NASMUDGE..... :(( nakakaasar.... pero ok lng kc ung autograph nya sa loob nung cover nde nasmudge. atleast. :) ansya ko tlga. anlambot ng kamay nya. :)

ala ln... masaya.

stranded kasama ang voodoo. {haha.. ala ln}

2008-11-12T00:23:00.000-08:00

ala ln. share ko ln. haha..

kahapon, suuuupppppeeeerrrrr apaw ang creek dhil sa aun. tubig ulan. haha.. mga 6:30 pm ata nun nang mapag-icpan nming lumusong na sa baha kasi napag-icp icp nming wala namang mangyayari smen kung mag-aantay lng kmi kc unang una, gutom na din kme, tapos patuloy pa ung pagtaas ng tubig.

graaabe... sampu ata kme nun e, c yana, ako, c jonah, c inah, c erika, c mia, c shine, c fleur, c michael, c maxine tpos un. pumunta kme muna kila yana nun dhil sa knya lng ung bahay na malapit sa school.

Pero bago muna ung pagpunta nmin sa bahay nila yana, kwento ko muna ung pakikipagsapalaran namin sa tubig baha. hahaha.. graaabe... e db, prang may tinatag si michael na Voodoo club at kanang kamay nya si jona, tpos, unang-unang nirekrut nila, e.. ako. haha.. ala lng, aakting ka lang na prang navoovoodoo. hehe.. masaya xang gwin habang nag-aantay na bumaba ung tubig ng creek. tpos un, naicpan na nga nming wla ngang mangyayari smen, so, sumugod na kme sa BAHA. haha.. paglabas nmin ng building ng school, nakita nmin si sir sumil, haha.. ala ln. sumugod din sa baha. tapos, natatawa ako kila mia, haha.. sigaw ng sigaw habang naglalakad. sbi ba nmn parang meron dw something sa paa nya. :)) adiik. tapos aun, nung nsa may bandang bridge na kme ng creek, graabe, pataas na nang pataas ung tubig! umabot na sa may hita ko! kinailangan tuloy na itaas ung palda.(ndi nmn ung SUPER taas a) kawawa nga cla mia e kc lam nyo na, di nmn sa pang-iinsulto, pero ung height nilang dlwa ni fleur, uber taas na cguro para sa knila ung tubig. graabe, nakakaawa din si eka, napaupo xa HABANG naglalakad sa may bridge, basa ung bag nya. pti ung CP nya, basa. e ako nmn, dirediretso lng kc feel ko pag binilisan ko, mas madali akong makakaahon sa baha, kadire kya ung tubig...

aun na. pagdating nmin kila yana, talaga o.. nanghiram kme ng mga jogging pants ni yana. naghugas kaagad ng mga paa. yucky tlga. tapos un. nagkuwentuhan, tapos umorder sa mcdo. sbe delivery dw, pero after nung mga few minutes, tumawag ung mcdo tapos bglang tumawag ung mcdo kla yana sbe di dw makakapagdeliver kc baha na sa may bndang sm. di dw makakadaan. tapos, naicpan nla na sa mcdo gatchalian nlng bumili, so, nilakad nila un. tapos antagal tagal... tpos, aun. nakakain na dn kme. di ko na alam kung anong oras ako nakauwi e. bsta ang alam ko, khit na kadiri ung baha, e masayang experience un.

{names..}{totally bored..}

2008-11-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

1. ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): Tomi Toyota (haha.. weird.)

2. GANGSTA NAME (favorite ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoes): Cookies n' Cream Nike (prang di tugma.. haha..)

3. NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Blue Chicken. (bwahaha. astig...)

4. SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born in): Agura Parañaque

5. STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Jobma (hahaha!!!)

6. SUPERHERO NAME (The 2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Green Sprite

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): Solomonrosalio

8. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city/State): Jacalan Manila (haha.. kulet neto.)

9. SPY NAME (your favorite season/holiday, favorite flower): Summer Sunflower (cute.)

10. CARTOON NAME (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now ): Grapes Florida Orlando (what?!)

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October 27 - November 2 (Sembreak.)

Urgh... I was totally BORED~! I wasn't able to go to my former school's Intramurals because I don't have a chaperon... huhu.. poor me.

Oh well. today is the last day of my sembreak (yea.. my lang ah,) Tomorrow's gonna be a new Grading Period~ well. good luck to all. :)

the music survey... {[grabbed survey]}

2008-10-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

1) Open up your library (iPod, Winamp, iTunes, etc.)
2) Put it on shuffle
3) Press play
4) for each question, type in what song is playing no matter how embarrassing the song is
5) hit next for each question

1. What do people assume when they first look at me?
- Looking Through Your Eyes - LeAnn Rimes

2. What will be a big challenge in life for me?
- These Dreams - MYMP

3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Nagareboshi ~shooting star~ - Home Made Kazoku

4. Do I have a Secret Admirer?
- Human - MYMP

5. Will I ever become manically depressed in my life?
- So What - Pink

6. [oh my.where's #6?]

7. Is someone trying to kill me?
- Dream Maker - Junichi Suwabe as Atobe Keigo

8. What is my sexual preference?
- Friend of Mine - Lea Salonga

9. What am I afraid of?
- Just Stand Up! - Various Artists

10. What will I be doing in a few years?
- Wall to Wall - Chris Brown

11. What is some good advice for me?
- Viva la Vida - Coldplay

12. What should I do instead of this quiz?
- Especially for You - MYMP

13. Will you get married?
- Forever - Chris Brown

14. What is the story of your life?
- Fergalicious - Fergie

15. How can you get ahead in life?
- Seasons of Love - American Idol 7 Top 8

16. What is the best thing about your friends?
- With You - Chris Brown

17. What song describes you?
- Dreaming of You - Selena

18. How does the world see you?
- Collide - Howie Day

19. Will you have a happy life?
- Bring Me to Life - Evanescence

20. How can I make myself happy?
- If We Fall in Love - Yeng Constantino and RJ Jimenez

21. What should you do with your life?
- No Place that Far - Westlife

22. Will you ever have children?
- Hero's Come Back - +nobodyknows

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:) Kahapon, nanood kmi ng HSM 3: Senior Year

waah.. Dapat treat ni Angie e, kaso kakahiya nman tska may pera nman ako kaya aun. madami kming nanood. haha.. kasama ko ate ko manuod with some of my classmates. (Angie, Jonathan, Felix, Chris, Fleur, Allana, Shine, Marela, Camille Corpuz.. aun.)

Ang ganda nung movie actually. Lalo na ung mga songs na bago. grabe.. haha.. ala lng. mganda xa. pramis. :)

Be xur to watch it. :)

{[Field trip]} {[Food Fest]}

2008-10-17T17:29:00.000-07:00

**************************{Field Trip}****************************

October 10, 2008 - Friday

aun~ sbe ni Chris smin, maaga pumasok. haha. anung oras na ko nakarating.. hmm. mga 5:40 something? adeek. kc nman e.. yaw magpasakay ng mga tricycle. aun. tska naglalakad lng kaya ako. aun. akala ko nga di na ddting si jonah. iiyak na dpat ako e.

pagkasakay nmin ng bus, hmm.. masaya nmn. Bus 7 kmi e. hiwalay dun sa ibang 2b, nasa bus 4 cla. kasama nmin fourth year, tpos, mga intern. aun. okay nman sa bus. :) nsa likod nmin sila mia, sa harap cla jessa, aun.

unang stop. dpat sa barasoain church, kaso, puno. edi diretso kmi sa casa real. pagkatapos dun, punta kmi ng barasoain, eh suuupppperr natagalan kme dun. di na tuloy kmi nakapunta ng divine mercy ata.. ? di ko lam! di ko matandaan mxdo mga pinuntahan nmin e..

edi, diretso kmi ng grotto vista. aun. nag-enjoy nmn ako dun khit di ako nagswimming (ayako lng. badtrip kc ako nung mga panahon na un,. di ko nga lam bkit nagdala pa ko ng dmit.) nag-ikot ikot kmi nla shine dun. nag-usap usap. hmm. i got to know them better, especially si shine. kc, nging kagrupo ko na si angie sa mapeh e. kaya aun. msaya nman.

nung pauwi na, di ko na nafeel. usually, gustung-gusto ko pag-uuwi na. kc, antagal-tagal nung biyahe tas aircon pa. pero. aun.. sa kasamaang palad. sumama ung pkiramdam ko at feeling ko nasusuka ako. grabe. for the first time of my life, nangyari un sken!!! in the end, tinulog ko nalang. :(

paglabas nmin ng bus, naisipan nming kumaen sa mcdo, ksama sila sir yalung at miss barya. :) masaya. :) aun. haha. nag-usap usap tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay. aun lng

{Food Fest}

October 17, 2008 - aun. Egypt ung nirerepresent nmin. anganda ni mara (pambato ng two bee sa ms. parsci). hehe.. aun. natapos na rin ang pinaghihirapan namin. :)) grabe. dahil kaya dito anung oras na ko umuuwi! haha. (pinakalate ay 9:30 something) aun. masaya dhil nagkikicooperate nman un iba. ansaya. aun. ala na ko msbe bsta natapos na paghihirap sa un month!

{[what a troublesome day....]}

2008-08-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

Today, I was robbed by SOMEONE. And that person got my wallet from my bag. yes. FROM MY BAG. Maybe, he got it while I was helping my classmates clean our classroom. I thought THAT PERSON changed after we had our first OPEN FORUM. I guess... no changing that person!

Today, we had the closing of Filipino Month(though we hadn't had the Opening) We were asked to bring a Filipiniana dress and foods related to the Phil....(..?) I brought a Filipiniana dress but I didn't wear it. You see.. I find it very troublesome to change into that attire and then, change into your uniform after the program. Because of boredom, my classmates and I filmed a short movie entitled "Cinderello" (Male Counterpart of Cinderella.) I had so much fun.. (BTW. this came before the said tragedy above... also.. I was the cameraman~) too bad the cellphone of Ramonchito(classmate) suddenly closed bec. of the battery. It was also a great loss because in the end, we didn't film anything! The CP didn't automatically record the movie, instead, you got to do it manually.

so. that all~ comments are greatly appreciated~

Card Giving Day - may pasok?!

2008-08-22T22:17:00.000-07:00

August 23, 2008, ganap na ika-9: 30 ng umaga, naganap ang makatindig-balahibong Card Giving Day. Ito ang araw na kinatatakutan ng lahat. Dito nalalaman ng mga estudyante sa ParSci kung sila ba ay may bagsak o sila ba ay pasado sa lahat ng asignatura.

May pasok sa aming paaralan ngayong araw, kahit na ngayon ay Sabado. Dahil sa pagsuspinde ng mga klase noong Miyerkules ay hindi na kami nakagpag-AP, TLE at Statistics, kaya iyun lamang ang asignatura namin ngayon.

Tulad ng nakagisnan ay pumasok ako ng paaralan at hindi na pinansin ang pagod na nararamdaman. Pagkapasok ng silid-aralan ay kinuha ko ang aking kwaderno sa Stat. mula sa aking "locker" at gumawa na ako ng takdang-aralin. Unang asignatura ang AP. Sumunod ang TLE. Binago ang aming "seating arrangement" at hayun, Stat. na. Pagkatapos ng Stat. ay pumirma kami sa Payroll (pinagbabasehan ng pagkuha ng allowance). Pagkatapos ay Card Giving Day na.

Ang mga Mag-aaral na nasa Top Ten ay sina...

#1. Jay-jay (Juan Jesus dela Cruz)

#2. Ramonchito (Ramonchito Saripada)

#3.5. TM (Terence Martin Reyes)

#3.5. Erika (Girard Erika Panganiban)

#5.5. mm (Marela Marie Ignacio)

#5.5. Irish (Irish Claudette Lamdagan)

#7. Camsy (Ma. Camille Victoria Corpuz)

#9.5. Felix (Christian Felix Navarro)

#9.5. Jonah (Jonathan Balog)

#9.5. Baste (John Nichole Sebastian)

#9.5. Aika (Aika Gail Vera Cruz)

Bagaman ako'y hindi napasama sa mga Top, ginawa ko ang lahat ng aking makakaya. Hindi ko sinisisi ang mahigpit na kumpetisyon sa loob ng aming silid-paaralan. Hindi ko rin sinisisi ang aking mga guro.

Mayroon nga pala akong dalawang bagsak. Ito ang Stat. at Biology. Parehas silang 84 na bahagdan. Babawiin ko na lamang sa susunod na "Grading"

<{[ewan}]>

2008-08-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

aun...

unang una sa lahat. pasensya na sa SOBRANG late na post. hahaha..

aun..

noong August 14-15, PT nmin. haha.. buti nalang nkapasa sa Math, nahatak pataas ung grade koooo!!!! aun. Ung sa AP ko, sayang!! isa na lang namali pa. 49/50... awths...

so.. nung August 15, pumunta kme sa Lycee ni Mary-ann kasama si Kathlyn. hahaha.. aun. mga 1 na kmi nkarating kc nagOPEN FORUM pa kmi e, natagalan ng kaunti. :)

anu pa ba... ah. oo.. :) dmi assignments as usual.. bagsak ata ako sa bio e? buti nlng pasado sa MATH. :)

puro space e no? :) bsta aun.. magpapalit na kme ng sitting arrangement. awths.

nagpalit na rin kme ng group sa MAPEH. di na ako Tropang Unhealthy. Arts na ko. awths.

aun. cge, ggwa pa ko assign sa Bio and AP. :)

visit sa dting school

2008-08-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

bwahaha.. aun. alam nman nating lahat na PT na natin sa Thurs. & Fri. ... I just want to share na pupunta kme ni Mary-ann sa Lycee sa Fri. :)

oioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioioi

alam nyo ba, nagPreLims kme knina sa MAPEH, too bad, 2 points nlang, di pa ko nkapasa. huhu.. may minus tuloy ako sa PT...

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

alam nyo ba, dpat ay gumagawa ako ng reflection sa english?? ang adik ko tlga..

so.. aun..

AeRoBiCS... huhu..

2008-08-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

Hay Naku.. ang baba ng grade nmin. kmi pnkambaba... huhu.. wawa nmn...\

aun.. PT na bukas sa STAT... dundundun... tatoot uli akooo....

sna naman mkapasa ako!!!!

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pagod na ko... huhu.. may assignment pa kmi sa Math.. mag-aaral pa ko sa STAT>...< cge guyz... sori kung onti lang mga pinopost ko.. haha.. BC e.. malapit na Science month...

nyahaha... oo nga pla... pupunta ako sa Lycee ksma c Dunz... Aug. 8 db????? nyahahaha...

BCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBC AKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!

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bukas na presentation... tatoot ako...

2008-08-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

bukas na presentation sa MAPEH./.. sana naman mataas na grade namin dito...

nyahaha.. aun... padating na ung 1st periodical test... kawawa nman ako....

bsta.. aun na un.. hav a nyc day guyz...

nyahaha... ansaya tlga...

2008-08-02T23:24:00.000-07:00

Siguro naman, sa dinami-dami ng pinost ko tungkol sa papanuorin ko ngayong araw na to e.. alam nyo na kung bkit masaya yung araw ko. hahaha...

So para sa hindi nakakaalam... haha..(feeling important e no..) Nanood po ako kanina ng 'A Very Special Love' starring John Lloyd Cruz and Sarah Geronimo. bwahaha.. ang saya ko tlaga.

Speaking of sine.. alam nyo bang antagal-tagal ko ng hindi nakakanuod ng sine? grabe.. halos di ko na maalala ung pinakahuli kong napanood na movie! so.. aun,... alam nyo bang ..... tinreat kmi(ate kim and ate is) ni mama sa sine? kaso nga lang wlang kabog. haha... okay na un. bsta nakapanood. :>

.so... okay na sana ung araw ko, kaso.. may nangyaring last minute cancellation sa practice nmin sa MAPEH.. oo.. LAST MINUTE CANCELLATION. napag-usapan kc nmin, gnito. ngayong sunday, magpapractice kmi kila classmate(allana) tapos, ang sbe ko sa knla, pagkatapos ko nlang manood ng sine,, (di talaga patatalo ang sine e no..) tapos aun nga.. pumunta ako, kaso ni allana, tinext nya dw ako na di na dw tuloy. eh di ko nga dala ung CP ko e.. aun, mejo nabwisit lang. pero alam nyo nman, mas malakas tlga effect nung movie skin kaya di ako nagalit ng todo-todo. nyahaha.. kaya nga ayaw ko ng last minute cancellation e...

so... aun. haha...

AeRoBiCS... nyahaha.. next to ZaRzueLa... nyahaha

2008-08-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

ang adik naman. pero asteeg.. nyahaha.. sunod na performance ay... dundundundun AeRoBiCS....

ang adik dibA?? nyahaha.. aun.. cguradong papayat ako nito~ haha..

aun.. may pasok nga pla kmi bukas. ganap na sabado ng umaga. hanggang hapon. haha... cnasabi ko na nga ba e. gnyan nman tlga ang buhay. hehe..

ang adik tlga... grabe...

uy.. may [nakapagsabi] sa amin, isang tao, na gusto nya dw ung group nmin, kc. msya dw. nyahaha.. eh ung knla, prang ewan DW... bsta aun. natuwa nman kmi kc anu.;. naflattered. :) di nmin akalain na may magsasabi ng ganun tungkol sa group nmin.

msya naman kc tlga sa group nmin e. SUUPPEERR!!! ala lang. :) kung cnasabi nyo na nagyayabang ako, uh.. mejo lng. :) joke.. bsta aun.

knina nga pla, meron nanakawan nnman sa room nmin, awawa nga c Mia e. nkuhaan na sya ng 20 kahapon, nkuhaan pa sya ng 50 knina. grabe.. nakakatakot na mag-iwan ng pera/wallet/cellphone sa room! Buti nlang may lock ung locker nmin ni Mara.

so.. aun... nyahaha.. ggcng pa ko ng maaga bukas.. so... :) nytnyt guyZZ~!!!

wala pasok

2008-07-27T03:36:00.000-07:00

Alam nyo ba. Walang pasok bukas July 28

hehe.. adik,,.. buti na lang! Makakapag-aral pa ko sa Bio!

ala lang. just sharing.~ :)

.... [ewan]

2008-07-25T19:04:00.000-07:00

hay naku. dmi-dming test. puro bagsak. e1 ko.. sana naman WAG akong bumagsak... gusto ko pang mag-aral sa Parsci...

bsta aun. oo nga pla. Itong sasabihin ko mejo nakakaasar, para sa kin.

ung grade nmin sa zarzuela is 90, pero dhil nga may sobra kming 4 minutes [db 8 minutes lang dpat ung duration nung zarzuela] may minus kmi ng 5 points. so ang grade nmin sa activity, 85 lang. pero ung irerecord sa Project, ung wlang minus.

aun.

Malapit na naman kming magbalik-aral ni Marela. haha.. adik.. aUko ung nagbabalita ako e. knakabahan kc ako pagnagbabasa na. haha.. AUN..

sa Monday, ako na ung sa word watch at idiomatic expressions,... nghahanap na nga ako ng idioms e... hehe.. adik db....

{[please Lord. help me!]}

uuy... malapit na August 3.... manonood kc kmi nila ate kim ng A Very Special Love. haha.. [oo na, corny na ko. masama bang mging idol si John Lloyd?]

waah.. Filipino Month na.. [August] tapos, susunod na Science Month [Sept]... haha.. tapos Social Studies Month [Oct] tapos ENGLISH Month [Nov]...! bwahaha.. sunud-sunod na yan... BC na naman!

aun lang... hehe..

bwahaha...

2008-07-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

anu ba yun.. BC na naman ako nitong week na to.. oo nga pla, mag o-August na. advance ky Joshua Marie Penullar, bday nya sa Aug. 19. oha. kala nyo nkalimutan ko na no.. teka lang.. nsa baba ung mga natatandaan ko ung bday..)

St. Peter ---> may kulang dto ah, di ko lam bday.

Meeko - Dec. 16
Norwyn - May 11
Bo - Jan. 1
Jason... di ku lam. di kmi close.. joke.. bsta di ku lam e.
Chavez - Sept. 20.. ata? kbday nya si Bianca db?
Nicco - di ku lam. sori
Niel... uh.. di ko lam, pero lam ko middle initial nya, U!
Jaime - Dec. 18? bwahaha.. 8 ata? e1~
Bernard - March 25
Mark - ewan
Judd - May 9
Sta. Ana - uh.. Jan. 13?

Mitch - Sept. 10
Cristy - June 14?
Joana - June 1
Jean - July 30
Portia - Sept. 9
Mariko - Feb. 22
Sarah - Oct. 9
Eladia - Jan. 30
Josieleen - March 25
Ria - ... uh.. sori..
Mary-ann - Dec. 4
Joyce - teka.. alam ko to e... uh... (after 1 day..) uh... sori (13 ba ung araw?)
Edianne - Jan. 16
Faith - July 29
Jovz.. - Oct. 2
Cha - April 7
Elizabeth - Jan. 21
Jilliane - Nov. 30
Sam - July 9
Jedidia- Sept. 24(sbay cla ni Kristle db?)
Katleen - ... October... uh.. bsta October...(Intrams pa nga un nung Grade 6 db?)
Joshwee - Aug. 19
Bianca - Sept. 20
Carol - Oct. 16
Kristle - Sept. 24
Shannin -... sowee
Geraldine - Nov. 5

I - C - eto e1 ko lang kung may kulang.

Jonathan - Nov. 13
Russel - Jan. 30
Alberto - Aug. 16
Charles - March 18
John Renz - Nov. 20
Terence - Oct. 1
Ramonchito - Oct. 28
Andre - Jan. 17?
Michael - Jan. 8

Rebecca - June 18
Abby - Nov. 18
Chris - Dec. 2
Mara - Dec. 12
Athena - Oct. 4
Sharmaine - Feb. 20
Kathlyn - Nov. 4
Charmaine - Dec. 5
Christina - Jan. 14
Ayra - July 17
Maxine - July 6
Ernilyn - Apr. 2?
Marela - May 3
Ronie-ann - May 19
Kristina - Aug. 16
Kim - Jan. 7
Leah - July 6
Erika - Jan. 6
Eunice - March 28
Jessa - March 20
Renette - March 5

II - B = eto.. :)

Jonathan - Nov. 13
Jay-Jay - Jan. 17?
Pancho - Dec. 15
Ralph - May 5?
Jed - Sept. 8
Felix - Aug. 22
William - Nov. 8
Terence - Oct. 1
Ramonchito - Oct. 28
Baste - Nov. 18
Michael - Jan. 8

Rebecca - June 18
Maxine Baraquia - June 21
Camille Bataller - July 8
Cammeo - Nov. 5
Chris - Dec. 2
Mara - Dec. 12
Angie - Oct. 16
Camille Corpuz - Nov. 1
Shine - Aug. 15?
Inah - Sept. 6
Karyl - March 26
Fleur - Nov. 20
Marela - May 3
Mariz - Sept. 29
Irish - Sept. 29 (oo, parehas cla ni Mariz)
Kim - Jan. 7
Nina(read as ninya.. wla kcng enye d2 sa laptop ng ate ko) Margarett - Apr. 19
Erika - Jan. 6
Allana - May 7
Kristel - July 27
Jessa - March 20
Regine - Dec. 5
Aika - Nov. 22
Mia Sara - Feb. 10

nyaha.. bat ba tau npunta sa mga bday? bwahaha.. bsta aun,.. cge na.. gagawa pa ko ng assignments. :) ciao!

{[ZaRZueLa... SaBoG?!]}

2008-07-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

bwahaha... ewan kuh.. bsta okay na cguro ung performance nmin~ :)

Aun... 12 minutes ung smin, sobra ng 4 minutes.. Aun ulit.. pde na un~ Pero pinakanagandahan ako dun sa Tragedy. Gling ni Inah mging kontrabida! bwahaha... aun ulit.

Pgod aku.. doble doble kc ung suot ko~ ang INIT! grabe..

teka.. nagandahan din ako dun sa Love. Kila Mara un e.. Kinilig nman ako, lalo na nung hiNug ni Felix(pinsan ni Charie) si Mara sa likod.

uhm.. di ko gaanong nagustuhan ung Comedy na isa. Di nman sa anu.. [comedy din kc ung amin e] aun~ wla... di kc ako gaanong ntawa e..

so aun~ Ung smin, pumalpak dun sa Poppers. pero okay na din. haha.. di nga narinig ung pagpiyok ko e.. [dun sa Mary had a little lamb] bwahaha... sayang! pinagpractisan ko pa naman ung pagpiyok ko na yun ng todo-todo~

so.. aun~ cge, ggwa pa ko ng Assignments~!

ZARZUELA = posponed?!

2008-07-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

argh! Our presentation was supposed to be presented yesterday.. but guess what.? It was posponed! What a bummer. I was SO frustrated~ after bringing those heavy curtains! argh! If it weren't for that seminar.. whatever..

hay naku.. kc... may seminar na kinailangang puntahan ni Ma'am Tanaw-tanaw. ayun.. naposponed ung "Greatest Performance of Our Lives" na cnasabi nya.

tapos na-bad trip pa ko dun sa Pre-Lims namin sa Math! grabe talaga... sabog....

ayoko na ngang magkwento.. nababadtrip lang ulit ako.

basta, sana naman matuloy na ung Performance namin sa Monday!

Pinaghirapan nming pagpraktisan un!

>,<

Yay~! {wala lang}

2008-07-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

hui... hahaha.. Ipinagmamalaki kong sabihin na ako yung nagbell ngaun sa amin!!! bwahaha... ang saya magbell.. grabe!~!~! wla.. trip ko lang sabihin...

kanina, nagtest kmi sa Chem.... aun, wla lang.. dami ko na mali. adik kc ko e. bwahaha.. di pa namin tapos checkan. tapos knina, nagpractice kmi pra sa zarzuela namin[read ung post ko tungkol sa zarzuela] so.. basta aun.. nagkataon ata na wala si Ms. Tanaw-Tanaw, kaya aun, pinagpractice na lang kmi. hehe.. ang baet mo ma'am!

tapos, knina, prinesent na namin ung activity namin sa English. wla, alam nyo.. parang nafeefeel ko na.. gusto ko ung english kaso nakakanosebleed.. aun.. masaya naman ung presentation namin.

ung sa math... wala lang..

basta, aun na ung araw ko.. all-in-all.. masaya dahil:

1. wala, masaya ako e..

2. ako nagbell

3. uh... basta aun...

Busy WEEK...

2008-07-12T20:25:00.000-07:00

This coming Friday, we're going to perform a Zarzuela.. nyahaha... I'm really happy about this activity because, it made our group (Health) closer and it made our bond stronger. aun..

Last July 11, nagpractice kmi sa bahay nmin. :) ang saya grabe... Tapos, kahapon, pumunta kami sa bahay nila Camille Corpuz(classmate) anlayo!!!! grabe, lagpas pa ng Loyola Memorial. pero, masaya prin.

Nitong darating na Monday hanggang Thursday, wla kaming choice kundi magpractice after dismissal. Busy tlaga no? haha.. haggard na ko. basta aun.

Pag kmi ata ung pinakamataas, ililibre kmi nung isa kong kagrupo(Mia) sa Yellow Cab at Starbucks.. ang yaman... haha. sbi nya nga kapag di nya naramdaman ung lindol sa Fri, ililibre nya kmi khit di kmi mkakuha ng pinakamataas na grade.

oo nga pla. Iyong ipeperform namin is 'Sister Act 2' I'm playing the role of the guy na kumanta nung sobrang taas na notes sa kanta.. nyahaha.. ang hirap nun... cge aun lang..

Please pray for our Success....

[(hay naku)] andming DAW...

2008-07-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

haaay... grabe.. kakapagod. huhu.. Gusto ko na sanang matulog pero may gagawin pa ko. Gusto ko lang sanang i-share itong nangyari sa akin kanina.

1st DAW:

Sabi ng mga kaklase ko, ngaun daw ipapasa iyong assignment namin sa STAT. [ statistics = math elective ] Hayun, nagkanda puyat-puyat ako para tapusin iyon. Halos magtu2 na ako nakatulog kaninang madaling araw! grabe.. hayun, gumising pa ko ng 4 knina, edi, ilang oras lang tulog ko? mga 2 and a half hours lang! haay.. sa sobrang hirap nung mga pinapagawa, hindi ko nakayang tapusin iyon, kasi, inaantok na talaga ako, so, hayun, kaninang lunch, nagmamadali ako. Hayun.. alam nyo ba kung anong nangyari? .... natapos na ang Stat.., nagdismissal na.. ano? pinasa ba?.. SABOG!

2nd DAW:

sa STAT parin to ah, mejo maikli lang.. haay... sabi nanaman smin, may test DAW ngaun sa STAT. so.. habang gnagawa ko ung assignment [ung kinuwento ko sa taas].. nag-aaral ako.. grabe tlaga.. hayun nanaman... natapos na ung Stat, nagdismissal na,... ano? nagtest ba?? .. SABOG[times two]..

3rd DAW:

hay naku.. eto sa MAPEH... sabi ni mam, papasa daw ung pinagawa niyang silhouette ngaun.. di na ko nkakain ng lunch dhil sa paggawa nun. hay..madaling-madali tlga ako sa paggawa nun.. grabe.. sobrang nakakapagod... eto nanaman.. natapos na ung Stat[last subject].. nagdismissal na.. pinasa ba?? SABOG![times three]

PS..

di ko pdeng gwin un nung recess kc, nag-aaral ako para sa pre-lims sa Bio. tas ginawa ko pa ung assignment sa Chem.

aun lang.. okay lang naman skin ung mdming assignments e.. aun lang.

BTIMTWPSK na araw to o..

2008-07-02T00:17:00.000-07:00

B- wisit

T- alaga

I- yung

M-ga

T- aong

W- alang

P- aki

S- a

K- apwa

~~~~~~~~~*****~~~~~~~~~

Grabe... Sinasabi ko na nga ba't kasumpa-sumpa talaga ang Wednesday! nakuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! kumukulo ang dugo ko...

nakakaasar... sa dinami-dami ng araw, natyempo akong ngaung week maging Wednesday Cleaners!

dmi-dming kalat tpos ayaw pa mag-alisan.. Ok lang nman sa kin un e.. kaso, ang gnagawa nila, ginugulo ung mga upuan.

hay naku.. napaiyak pa tuloy ako.. iniwan na ko ng mga co-cleaners ko. yung isa di pa ng-linis, lima na nga lng kmi e..

hayzzz.. ang sama tlga ng loob ko ngaun..

cge, gwa na ko ng assignmentS...

Still Haggard~

2008-06-26T00:43:00.000-07:00

Waaaah~!

I'm really haggard these past few days.. I'm really tired.. huhu.. I can't believe it! I thought when I become a 2nd year student, it will be easier for me! Well, my teacher told me so..

Today, we had a quiz in Math, Biology, Filipino, and Statistics! I wasn't confident when I took all those quizzes~ My brain was hurting. I scored 13/40 in statistics.. (pretty baaaaad huh?!) Our teahcer in biology gave us... oh wait.. did I mention that we have 5 groups in Biology? (Singing, Dance, Research, Spatial and Linguistic... I am in the Singing Group BTW..) back to what I was saying.. Our Biology teacher gave us, the Singing Group, a song to sing.. or should I say, RAP. yes.. WE have to rap it! Our own rhythm, our own melody! aw.. too bad... I don't like Rapping. We also need to pass a poem about Library/Books tomorrow for English.. so.. I need to go now!!!! k? K!

Mou Ichido Kimi ni Aitai~ a sasori/noknok tribute post

2008-06-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

____~*+*~WARNING: Do not read this if you are currently eating, or if you haven't eaten yet. You'll regret if you do.~*+*~____

Yesterday, one of my pets died. Her name was Sasori and she's a hen. When I woke up, I was shocked when my sister shouted that Sasori was dead. I could hardly believe what I've heard. A little while later, when I was about to leave the house, my mom told me na 'butas' daw iyung stomach ni Sasori, and one of her feet is missing. I was teary-eyed but I decided not to cry because I was about to go to school and I was afraid that my classmates would misinterpret the reason why I was crying. So, I just went to school heavy-hearted.

I tried to remove Sasori in my mind but I can't. It's too painful for me because I'm her owner, and we've been together for almost a year. I have witness how she had grown into a cute, little hen. I had owned her ever since she was still a chick, and I was really happy that she was mine.

Last night, while I was playing my DS, I thought I heard one of our pets being killed again(you know!, the sounds they make), so I called my sister. We rushed outside and saw nothing. I was imagining things; not even one of the chickens was being killed. After securing their safety, we returned to my sister's room. Then, tears started to roll down my cheeks. I was crying because I remembered Sasori. I imagined the pain she felt, the sounds she made, and other things she could've done to get my attention. Maybe she was saying, 'Master, help me! I'm being killed by a rat! Save me!', I didn't really know. But what did I do?! I was sleeping! Sleeping happily while my chicken was being killed. What if I came to her rescue? Will she still be alive today? Will she still be able to bully her sisters? Will she still be able to lay eggs and have chicks? _sigh_ I don't really know the answers to these questions. I just cried myself to sleep.

Noknok, is another pet of mine. She is a texas, and she too had been killed by a rat.

My mother told me not to be so attached to my pets. But, what can I do? I love them! I love them so much that I would cry for them when they die, when they will be lost, sold, etc..etc..

I hope you guys could understand how I feel. It is just too hard to let go, even if it's only a pet who died- it's just hard....

I am LUCKY Today~!

2008-06-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

Yay~! Today is Saturday~ Saturday means No Classes! Too bad Saturdays doesn't mean no assignments...I have lots of assignments to do! In fact, right now, I'm still doing them! Hurrah for me! hihihi.. I'd like to finish my assignments today because we are going to MoA tomorrow~! Hurrah again for me!

Yesterday, I was really tired (ikaw ba nman sunud-sunurin ng assignments eh) so, I slept early(9pm). I woke up at 12:20 pm today, which means, I wasn't only tired, I was extremely, overly, exaggeratedly worn-out~! When I woke up, I saw my sister (Mei) eating a Hello Panda, then, I asked her who's Hello Panda was she eating. Then she was like..speechless...

I knew it~! She was eating my Hello Panda! Aha! That's why I was I thought it was odd, I thought she ate hers yesterday~! I was really disappointed and at the same time a little angry at her. My mother told her that she shouldn't eat others' food! huhu.. I knew it was childish of me but I kept on crying because of that Hello Panda! I intended to eat that while I do my assignments!

Well, enough of that. I left my room and decided to do my assignments right away. I was on hunger-strike! Well, not really, I ate dunkin' donuts(nutty chocolate) and began my assignments. While I was in the middle of doing my assignment in Filipino, I logged in at YM, just in case I needed something from my classmates. After a while... (I was doing Biology this time), I spotted Michelle at YM! She was logged in, so I decided to chat with her. Then after a little while again, (I was still doing biology) I was surprised!!!!!!! My idol Mr. Jefferson Utanes logged in at YM!!!! Oh my Ham!~! I was really excited and happy! I didn't know what to do, so I asked an advice from Mara, my classmate. She said that I should say hi to him, or ask questions like, 'is it hard to dub?' etc..etc.. I was nervous because I thought he would snob me. Then I gathered all my courage and said hi to him! I waited for his reply, even though it required a long period of time~ Then, he replied!!! Oh my Ham! It was a dream come true for me! Then, we chatted about many things... then, he logged out. Yay! I was lucky~! :)

I only ate rice once today BTW. (see, I was on hunger-strike! well, a little) okay. That's all for now, just wanted to tell you guys about this great experience I had.

Second Day = Hassle + Third Day = not so bad, not so good

2008-06-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

oh my ham~ yesterday was really a pain! We were given a bunch of assignments which were really HARD. We needed to sew our notebooks, cover it with certain colors our teachers had assigned, then cover it with plastic cover. Sewing was really troublesome since my eyes were already hurting. I slept at 12:30 because I got difficulty sewing the notebooks, covering them is chicken ~jokes~, then I woke up at 3 o’clock in order to finish my assignment in Statistics. See? I barely slept! This caused me to yawn several times during class(today)~ lucky me, my teachers didn't seem to notice it. Oh yeah, I got wet yesterday too, it rained really hard while I was buying school supplies that I needed at Liana's. 'sniffs..' I was really dead-tired (<--- word I just imagined) yesterday.

Today wasn't as bad as yesterday but it wasn't as good as vacation time~ I think I'm getting used to these kinds of classmates. Today, we had Pre-test in Filipino, English, uhm.. I forgot the other. Oh! We will have a Pre-test tomorrow in Science. I hope it will be easy. :) Oh yea, I forgot to tell you guys! What's so nice if your in 2-B???? YOU GET TO TOLL the BELL~! woohoo~ can't wait for my turn~! uhm.. what else to say... oh yeah~ The books we will use this school year were given to us today. :) Lockers had been assigned too~ Our classroom only has 30 lockers, but our class has 36 students in it. The result? Draw lots~ Our adviser will pick 12 students by pairs and the ones who will be picked will have to share lockers. Too bad my name was picked too~ And I was paired with a boy~~!!!!! But my adviser was so kind to change my partner~ So, my lockermate is~~~~~ *drumrolls* Mara~~!!! yay.. It's my classmate from last year~!

It was a long day~ I tired so I will end my post here~! ciao

First Day of School is a so-so~

2008-06-10T00:03:00.000-07:00

Today, June 10, 2008, is the first day of school. To tell you the truth, I don't think that this school year will be as fruitful as last year. I don't even think I belong in my class. I can't fit in with my new classmates. I'm really lonely.

Today, we already elected our Class Officers. Oh, and I've been nominated twice, first was for Secretary, then for Class Monitor. I didn't win any place though. :) Lucky me~ I dunno why I was nominated for Secretary since my handwriting isn't that nice, and I'm not that creative. I think I can understand why I was nominated for Class Monitor. :) Maybe it's because I come to school at 5:30 am, which is waaaay too early (even Parsci's gate isn't open yet) and I don't have any absences too.

Today, I went to SM with Jonathan, Kathlyn and Kristina. We went there not for fun but because we needed a 1x1 I.D. picture tomorrow. Heehee.. I saw many Lyceans there~ :) I saw Joshua, Mitch(she was hiding though), Jed, Charlene(dunno if the girl I saw was her.. The girl looks like her though...). After we finished our business with the picture, we ate our lunch at the foodcourt. While at the foodcourt, Jonathan taught us his so-called "MaDa words", which we will use so that people won't understand what we are saying~ Nice invention Jonah~ After eating, we went to National Bookstore..Actually it was only me who came inside the store. They didn't came with me inside the bookstore because it was too crowded. (They waited outside) I bought 1/2 index card~! (Just wanted to tell that~) We went home after that. :)

Today, my post has paragraphs starting with today. :) Even though today is a half-day, it has been a really tiring day. Well, this is only my thoughts for now, we won't know what will happen~ I think I'll just enjoy this school year and stay positive~!

Last Day of Vacation~

2008-06-08T21:13:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of summer vacation. I am little frantic though. This year, I'm in section B and instead of being happy about it, I'm not. I'm separated with my best friend, I don't really like the people in my class because I don't know them.. WAAAH~! too bad summer vacation's gonna end today~ huhu~

Ejay Falcon, Teen Big Winner

2008-06-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

Just a little while ago, me, my sister(Akemi) and my cousin(Kim) watched Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition Plus: The Big Night.

When the program started, I persuaded Ate Kim and Ate Kris to accompany me to Ate Shirley's store. I wanted to load my cellphone in order to vote for Robi. Aba, they didn't want to come with me! hmm.. They thought I couldn't go to the store myself, so I went to the store alone~ "Hmmp~ kala nyo di ako makakapunta don ng mag-isa no?", I told them when I returned. After consuming the load I loaded, which was 30 pesos(12 votes), Ate Kris said that she also wanted to load her cellphone and that she would also load Ate Kim's cp in exchange that she will also have to vote for Robi. There I was, wondering why they didn't just came me when I had my phone loaded earlier~. Since it was still commercial, we went to the store and had OUR cellphones loaded. (Yes, OUR.. I had mine reloaded again.) :)

While Toni Gonzaga was announcing who the 4th Teen Placer is, I was REALLY REALLY nervous~ But of course, I didn't think that Robi was that person. Because of our nervousness, we didn't listen to the announcements but instead, we had the television mute and we just watched without any sound. When I learned that it was Beauty, I felt a little disappointed but at the same time, it felt like 'nabunutan ng tinik' feeling. Then, just as I thought, the 3rd Teen Placer was Nicole. It was really shocking and disappointing for me because I was really into Robi and I thought that he would win the title. In the end, Ejay was announced the 2nd Teen Big Winner.

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During the opening of the Big Night, Housemate B was leading the tally pero naabutan siya ni Housemate C.

RESULTS

Housemate A - Nicole = 18.39%

Housemate B - Robi = 34.39%

Housemate C - Ejay = 36.31%

Housemate D - Beauty = 10.91%

Congratulations to EJAY FALCON for winning the title~ Kudos to Beauty and Nicole.

My utmost congratulations to Robi~! Isang magandang ehemplo para sa mga kabataan~ Wag kang magpapadala sa mga naninira sayo, di ka lang nila maintindihan dahil gifted ka~ (Just like your shirt says, You're not weird, you're just gifted~!) Bumoto ako sa'yo~ :)

GO~GO~ ROBI~!

Teen Big Four, Revealed

2008-06-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I was watching Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition Plus Final Eviction Night. waaaah~! sobrang nakakabanas talaga~ It should have been Nicole who went out. (sorry for all Nicole lovers and fanatics.) Feel ko kasi, parang siya yung pinakaOROCAN sa kanilang 5. tsaka, she is soooooo malandi for me. Masyado siyang nakakabit kay Josef~ alam na ngang may girlfriend sa labas yung tao e. Yes, I know, Alex did that too (to Beauty), but guys.. is it APPROPRIATE for a girl to flirt with a boy~! parang nakakahiya! Babae ka kaya hindi dapat ikaw yung lumalapit sa lalake~!

To tell you the truth, nakikinita ko na ang Big Four.

Big Four ko sana sila:

a). Robi - dahil mature siya for his age. Mature siya mag-isip, di tulad ng ibang housemates. Actually, I really like Robi, hindi dahil sa 'cuteness' niya, kundi dahil sa kanyang ugali. Pinapakita niya talaga kung sino siya at HINDI siya PLAYING SAFE. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit hindi siya maintindihan ng ibang tao. Masyado daw siyang seryoso. I believe na tama lang iyung ginagawa nya, upang hindi ka mabigo sa task, dapat seryosohin mo ito.

b). Beauty - dahil nagpapakatotoo siya. Tsaka feel ko, deserving talaga siya. OO, noong una, hindi ko siya gusto, pero habang tumatagal lalo ko siyang nagugustuhan. Napatunayan niya sa lahat ng taong nanonood ng PBB na nagbago siya for the good.

c). Alex - dahil inadapt niya ang kulturang Pinoy kahit na half-a siya. Ibig sabihin, gusto niyang ma-learn ang kultura natin, kahit na okay lang na Italian lang ang alam niyang kultura. It's true na nagkaroon siya ng feelings for Beauty, habang may GF siya sa Italy. Yes, it's wrong pero, totoo ang sinabi niya, hindi mo naman maiiwasan ang mga ganoong instances.

d). E-jay - dahil ayokong mapasama si Nicole sa Big Four(joke). uhnm.. to tell you the truth, ayoko din mapasama si E-jay sa Big Four, pero, I have no choice but to pick. (either Nicole or E-jay.. it's crucial) Wala naman kasi siyang ginawa kundi manligaw kay Valerie eh. pero, ito nlang idadahilan ko, kailangan niya ng pera para sa pamilya niya, kahit na PBB is not CHARITY. Isa pa, binoboto niya palagi si Robi dahil galing si Robi sa maykayang pamilya, at kaya daw abutin ni Robi ang mga pangarap niya. Hay naku. Eh panu pala kung pangarap niyang maging Big Winner? nako,., not reading beyond the lines..

Big Winner ko ay either si Robi/Beauty. Sa totoo lang, malaki ang chance ni Robi para manalo dahil nasa kanya ang tiwala ng taong bayan. Bukod pa dun, malaki ang fanbase niya. Ayun, I'm sure you'll understand me if you're watching PBB. Pero sa bagay, iba-iba naman ang opinion ng mga tao.

Robi and Beauty fans, don't lose hope, keep on voting. Nakasalalay sa ating lahat ang kapalaran nila.! (kapalaran e no?) Go~Go~ ROBI!

BAKASYON, patapos na!

2008-05-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

sobrang bilis ng oras~! grabe~~~~!!!!! biruin mo, parang kailan lang, 1 buwan pa bago magpasukan, ngayon 1 linggo nalang!~! GRABE tlaga,,,~~~!!! waaah~! I-C mis ku na kau~! waaah~!

SOBRANG bored ko ngayong bakasyon na to~! kau? anu gnawa nyo?

yay~!

2008-05-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

heehee... yesterday, at exactly 11 pm, I watched the finale of American Idol Season 7 (again) at QTV. haha.. grabe tlga.. sobrang saya ko at naabutan ko ung repeat nung finale..! BTW.. I'd like to congratulate David Cook for winning! of course congrats din kay David Archuleta.. ang saya tlaga!!!!!! >_<

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

2007-09-01T13:10:00.000-07:00

grr... may nanguha ng libro ko sa earth sci... huhu... un pnaman ang pnkambaba ko... haha.. xa nga pla.. nsbe ko na ba na first year na ko? sa ParSci na ko nag-aaral..! ehe.. mhrap... pero,, kakayanin ko! khit na may nangunguha ng libro, nangunguha ng pera, at may mga nagtatanggal sa club khit late ka lang dhil cleaners ka.... bwahaha.. di nyo ata kyang patumbahin to.. khit paiyak iyakin nyo ko.. anu akla nyo? susuko kaagad ako? anu kyo hilo? bwahaha.. teka cnu ba knakausap ko? haha.. wla lang.. 4 bgsk ko sa 1st grading, ngaun card giving day nmin.. haha..

SCIENCE I 83

TLE 84

CONSUMER'S MATH 84

EARTH SCIENCE 82

haha.. humanda kau.. bbwi ako! haha...

magrerecite na ko... :)

shocking news

2007-06-26T07:26:00.001-07:00

hui!!! dis is a shocking news na nangyari lang kahapon... ikinalulungkot kong sabihin na si Chris Benoit, ang tinaguriang "The Rabid Wolverine", ay namatay na...

>> i was so shocked na para bang naiiyak na ko... pati yung anak at asawa nya patay.... <<

grabe, who would do such thing?!? bakit gnun?! napakalaki ba ng grudge nya at ngwa nya yun sa pamilya ni Chris Benoit?... sa bgay... di naman natin malalaman kung anong tumatakbo sa isip ng ibang tao e... haay.. i wish peace nlang... i'm so disappointed....

>>End of Post<<

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2007-05-31T17:12:00.000-07:00

I would like to congratulate the new Miss Universe, none other than Miss Japan, Ms. Riyo Mori...well.. congratulations din kay Miss Anna Theresa Licaros, ate, you did a great job! Even though hindi siya nakapasok ng top fifteen, winner pa rin siya para sakin! She won Miss Photogenic.. (better than none di ba?)

haaay... magpapasukan na naman... hehe... gusto ko lang irecommend yung anime na "Ginban Kaleidoscope", kakatapos lang namin xa panuorin sa crunchyroll... maganda xa, it's not like your typical anime kasi kakaiba xa... well...yun lang.......

yipee~!

2007-03-19T02:04:00.001-07:00

tomorrow is my day~! ^_^
hey guyz... bati na kami nila mam espino~!!!! yehey~!~
hurray~!! hmm... with distinction pow ako at nkapasa rin ako sa PARSCI~!
til hir! bye~!

haaay!! Ten Deiiz nlan!

2007-03-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

ten days nlang!!! birthday ko na!~~~~!!!!! kaso, puro naman sermon abot namen ng mga kaklase ko sa adviser namen~! hay.. buhay nga naman... lam nyo yun? mahirap mapagbintangan ng mga kasalanang hindi mo naman ginawa... tapoz... sbi nya pa, plastic daw ako... buti nlang andiyan yung mga kaibigan kong sina cha, eladia,sam,sarah, mitch,faith, joshua.... sila lan naman dumamay saken nung nasa tymz of trouble ako e... sila lan ung nkakaalam kung malungkot ako o hindi e... swerte ko tlga at naging mga kaibigan ko sila... grabe.. sobrang na "Emotionally Hurt" ako... kasi pano ba naman... wala namang kasalanan yung tao... tapoz... bigla nalang ganun? iniisip ko nlang na.. bulag lang SIYA sa katotohanan... hindi nya nakikita na yung mga sinasabi nyang matitino ay yun pla yung mga estudyante nyang mga PLASTIK sa kanya! tapos... gnun gnun nlang xa manisi... cge pow... naiiyak nanaman tuloy ako... cge til hir nlan pow... babush~!

haaaaaayyyy!!!!~!

2007-01-24T19:50:00.000-08:00

hey guyz... heehee.. what's up? 5 na po class rank ko! at 8 nman sa over-all ranking!
galing daba?~! hehe... uhm, i just want to recommend "Ouran HighSchool Host Club" to you guyz! kakaadik tong anime na to! cge, ayun lng... uhm, wait meon pa pala, susubukan ko nga pla magtest sa ParSci, nagbabakasakaling ok.. hehe... tska, mlpit na nga pla foudation day at yung PSAP, sna ilaban nman kmi ni Eladia sa badminton! kc last year, nakasali nman ako sa varsity pero, hndi ako nlaban sa PSAP, so, I end up being one of the audience. cge! Babush~!

carebear quiz

2007-01-02T00:16:00.000-08:00

You scored as Friend Bear. You are Friend Bear.
You are always there through thick and thin. Best Friend Forever you will always be.

Friend Bear

75%

Harmony Bear

75%

Laugh-a-lot

67%

Funshine Bear

67%

Grumpy Bear

58%

Bedtime Bear

58%

Wish Bear

58%

Tenderheart Bear

50%

Do-Your-Best Bear

50%

Cheer Bear

50%

Good Luck Bear

50%

Share Bear

33%

Champ Bear

25%

Love-a-lot Bear

25%

Wich Care Bear Are You? (very long for accuracy)
created with QuizFarm.com

lyrics....

2006-12-17T12:16:00.000-08:00

*well... iba na ang masipag at matiyaga... wla kcng lyrics nyan sa internet kaya, pinagtiyagaan ko ng isulat!*

If we fall in love
Yeng Constantino & RJ Jimenez

I.
There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone who cares like I do
You got no reason to be sad anymore
I'm always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you

*You don't have to search no more
Cause I am someone who will love you for sure*

Chorus:
So, if we fall in love,
Maybe we'll sing this song as one
If we fall in love,
We can write a better song than this
If we fall in love,
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love,
Anywhere with you would be a better place

II.
You can wish that movies in a different light
So I'll be right there beside you
Hugging you oh so tight (oh so tight…)
Has one never felt so cold and empty again
Cause I will keep on holding on
And won't let go (never let you go…)

*You don't have to search no more
Cause I am someone who will love you for sure*

Bridge:
Feels so good when you're around
One smile from you… (one smile from you)
Make my day feels so right

yet another tiring day~!

2006-11-11T16:36:00.001-08:00

hay naku! lam nyo... nawala cp ko nung october 29~! peo... tenen! i've got new cp!hahahahahaha....
nung intrams... nanalo nga pla kmi ni eladia ng gold medal sa doubles! hahaha
tpoz.... look! Rank 7 na ko sa class!

*GRADES FOR 2nd GRADING*

Filipino- from 88 to 95

English- from 88 to 92

Mathematics- from 86 to 92

Science and Health- from 86 to 92

Makabayan from 88 to 93

>> HEKASI- from 89 to 90

>> EPP- from 87 to 92

>> MSEP - from 87 to 94

>> Character Education- from 90 to 96

Computer- from 89 to 94

Average: from 87.2 to 92.8

CLASS RANK: from 8.5 to 7

cge... 'til here nalang pow!

field trip 06

2006-10-17T23:37:00.000-07:00

haayz!!!! kakapagod yung field trip kahapon! it's still worth it.... maganda nga sa island cove, malawak xa, may crocodile farm, butterfly hauz, etc...!!! may swimming pool pa pla,,, kaso, ang mamahal ng mga pagkain dun! biruin mo, kitkat, 50 pesos na???!!!!! what the heck!!!! eh, nabili ko na eh... ang laki nga ng bawas sa baon ko?!!! bawal pa magdala ng food sa loob.... haayz... galing din kami sa De La Salle Museum, at sa Aguinaldo Shrine....
wahehe.... nagpicture- picture din kami!!! ilalagay daw sa year book?!
muhaha!!! yun lang! wait! next week na nga pala yung intrams!!!!

.....

2006-09-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

kakaasar!!! huhuhu..... kasi yung mga ka-group ko eh! di nila ako tinulungan gumawa ng jingle namen sa computer!!!!! yan, nakatulog tuloy ako kaninang science time, tpos, bigla pa akong tinawag! buti nga di ako pinatayo eh! kasi naman eh!!! ang hirap pa ng tanong niya!
pag ako, nag report na, huh... di nya alam kung anong mangyayari sa kanya, sa kanya ko ibibigay yung pinakamahirap na tanong!!!~ palibhasa, nung nagreport ako sa social, di nya nasagot yung tanong ko eh!!!!

enough of that!

hehehe.... kakatuwa naman tong araw na to!, baliw na talaga ako... muntik na nga akong mapatayo kaninang science tpos kakatuwa pa itong araw na ito!!!

ang galing nga eh... natapos ko ng maaga yung assignments ko!!! muhahahahaha!!!!!!
binati pa ako ni kuya bago ako umuwi! :P

haaay.... sige na nga, yun lang!

eow

2006-08-31T02:02:00.000-07:00

oi mga kababayan!

kasama ako sa top ten! 8.5 class rank at 14.5 over-all ranking!

tinatamad pa ko ngaun eh... yun lang

hehe

2006-08-13T13:30:00.000-07:00

grabe!!! i'm so ...... happy and a bit down!
i'm a bit down kasi ang baba ng score ko sa unang test namin sa Math!! 14/25 shocks!!!!
bagsak yun!!!!! di bale.... maganda naman ang naging results nang Periodical Test!

RESULTS:

1st day of P.T.

Language:

71/80 - 9 mistakes!

Science:

71/80 - 9 mistakes ulit!

Reading:

66/80 - 14 mistakes!

2nd day of P.T.

Mathematics:

72/75 - 3 mistakes

Filipino:

77/80 <3>

Social:

di ko pa sure eh... basta yung up to 75 1 mistake lang ako! bahala na yung essay

Non-Academic subjects:

Computer:

80/80

H.E.L.E.:

53/60

Music and Arts:

68/70 <.....>

Physical Education

46/50 <....>

oh yun lang ha?

mag-popost ulit ako pag nalaman ko na kung anong top ko ha?

'til next time? ja ne?

:)

2006-07-23T04:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... i'm so happy today because i'm already friends with Jefferson Utanes & Louie Paraboles on Friendster ...... but at the same time, i'm a bit down.... not really down but i'm feeling down!!!! because i'm not finished with our project in computer and i'm their assistant-leader...... our first periodical test is already fast approaching and i'll do my best!!!!!

Back to School!!

2006-06-18T13:10:00.000-07:00

hay grabe... kakapagod gumawa ng mga assignments! ang hirap....
siyempre masaya rin kasi kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko!
hehe.... sana bakasyon na ulit! para makapaglaro na ulit ako ng tennis!
pipilitin kong mag-improve ang mga serve ko.....
pero bago yun, studies first kaya babay!!!!!!
sa susunod na ulit ha?!?

malapit na naman ang pasukan!

2006-05-16T15:46:00.000-07:00

hay........
sayang, malapit na kaagad ang pasukan........
pero okay lang yun... nag-enjoy naman ako ngayog bakasyon......
kaya kailangan ko ng mag-aral nang mabuti para makapasok ako sa top ten.......
graduating na kasi ako eh.................
sige yun lang...........

>:P

2006-04-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

nakakaasar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
naaasar ako sa anime na Kaleido Star!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually hindi naman.......
pero.... dahil doon pinalitan ng Qtv ang Prince of Tennis
tingnan niyo pa ang mga pinopost ng mga user sa qtv.com.ph
nakakabagot!!!!!!!
parang una sasabihin nila (users) na....
"....nakakaasar naman! pinalitan yung POT..."
tapos bigla mo nalang makikita sa forum ng "KALEIDO STAR"
(same users sa POT forumS)
"...hoy alam nyo, ang ganda ng kaleido star! ano nga pala nangyari kanina?....."
naaasar ako sa ganung mga tao......
ayoko talaga sa mga ganun!!!!!!!!!!
sa totoo lang kinokontra nila lahat ng pinopost ko doon...

happy ako!!!!

2006-03-21T23:50:00.000-08:00

hay...sa wakas!!!!!
nakabili na rin ako ng 3 OST na pinapangarap ko!!!!!
>>Melody~Midori no Hibi OST
>>Prince of Tennis OP. Request
>>Prince of Tennis ED. Request

HEHEH.....
sa susunod....~kung meron lang naman~ yung album naman ni KIKUMARU EIJI
>>Hello
pati na rin yung kay FUJI SYUSUKE
>>Eyes
isasama ko na rin yung kay RYOMA ECHIZEN
>>Cool E
>>SR Samurai

tapos sa susunod ulit....
>>Prince of Tennis OST 1
>>Prince of Tennis OST 2
>>Prince of Tennis OST 3

Prince of Tennis quizzes

2006-02-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

Your Hyotei Match Is... Akutagawa Jirou! The

happy-go-lucky volleyer~ You'll probably have

a great time with Jirou! He's good at making

people laugh and you would certainly enjoy

some happy moments with him! (But perhaps he

may fall asleep during a date or sth.. =X)

Who Is Your TeniPuri Match? ~Hyotei~
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Your Seigaku Match is... Kikumaru Eiji! The plaster

boy of Seigaku! (Ok, acrobatic boy...). He's

so hyper that you'll never be bored on your

dates~! Did i mention that he's SOO cute

too?! XD Demo..you must learn to love his

childish nature~ or else you might find

yourself getting irritated by his somewhat

insensitive nature...

Who Is Your Tenipuri Match? ~Seigaku~
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You're Eiji!

(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
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Your Rikkaidai Match is... Kirihara Akaya! The

Second Year Ace of Rikkai! He has high

concentration! What can I say? He would

probably like you for a long long time...

However, he can get... rather... moody... Be

careful na?

Who Is Your Tenipuri Match? ~Rikkaidai~
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You're Fuji!

(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
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quiz mania!!!!!

2006-02-08T03:06:00.000-08:00

Which Saiyuki weapon would you fight with??

You are a piano. You like to express your feelings
indirectly like in lyrics, poems, and stories.
You are careful in what you do and sometimes
pull a stunt. You are calm and peaceful. But
you usually don't talk to people first they
have to talk to you.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
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You have a beautiful soul. You are helpful and are
kind. You put others ahead of you. You are
bound to get far! You tend to put yourself
second though and that's not good either.
People sometimes take advantage of you and you
don't want to want them to know that you know
so you act as if nothing is going on. Don't let
people walk all over you; draw the line. But
over all you are a very nice person. ^_^

What kind of soul do you have? ( ENCHANTING anime pics)
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Compassion: Compassion is your prime instinct. You
have a truly beautiful soul, it belongs to
Heaven. It makes you sad to see how life became
so cruel, but you always hope that the best
will happen. Don't stop being yourself, cuz
your friends need you.

What is your prime instinct?
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You have a beautiful soul! These are rare and very
special. One who has a beautiful soul had
beauty inside and out, and are always very
kind. You may be the one who always applies
make-up to look better and achieve certain
standards, but you look just as gorgeous
without makeup. You take pride in yourself
because you know that you are worth better.
Sometimes you preen in front of the mirror for
hours, but youre never too busy to help
someone. Everyone loves you and you love them
back, with a lot of friends, and popularity.
But you didnt get it because of your
clothes-you got it because there seems to be a
radiance around you, a sort of glow, that
attracts people to do better and be better.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Your a playful unicorn! Wow, you must like games
very much. All playful unicorns live near
oceans or lakes and are all open to humans and
other cretures. Playful unicorns tend to like
to play alot with any human or animal, but
quite frankly, most of the time, thats all they
do. Playful unicorns are very nice and kind,
and always like to help. Sometimes they tend to
be lazy, but who doesnt? Playful unicorns
horns, if drank from, can detect poison and
turn green. All playful unicorns, unlike other
unicorns, know the human speech very well, and
always seem to stay in the phase of a child.

What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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You are a cute and adorable princess. A little lazy
when it comes to your kingdom but you still
feel as if your to younge for it. Everybody in
your kingdom loves you, for your cuteness. You
really love to play and such that you almost
forget about the kingdom but, you do try to
help out when you can. Your kingdom is always
happy. Your prince will be someone who is fun
loving. He would always love you for your
adorablness and excepts the mistakes you
sometimes make.
Name: Hideaki, it means bright or hope.

Are You A Princess Or A Queen? (Beautiful pictures with good details and 8 diferent results)
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You're Mirumo! Prince of the Fairy World and
partner to Kaede.You may be selfish, and you have more feelings for
chocolate than you ought to, but you're the
main character, so things always go your way
(except when your cookies get moldy). When
all is said and done, you just want to do
your own thing without any interferences.

What Mirumo de Pon main fairy are you?
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quizzes up!

2006-02-08T02:58:00.000-08:00

Your aura shines Yellow!

Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Your Hidden Power Is Light
Angel

You have a happy yes quite soul. You keep
somethings to yourself and like to be alone but
don't mind showing your bright side to your
friends. You find that hell is the worst of all
scince your an angl from heavan. You use your
powers for the forces of good to protect gods
creatures.

Gem Stone: Canary Diamond, Eye
Color:Golden,Hair Color:Blonde that
goes to your shoulders

Quote:In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lulaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^

Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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Pink Aww! Youre so cute! Everyone loves you!
Everyone wants to know you! Hell, people
probably want to be you. Your heart and mind
are very loyal. You being the righteous person
that you are! Youre out going and friendly. You
have a strong sense of compassion and will
follow your heart anywhere. (rate me)

What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures)
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You are most like Starfire. A bit clumsy and
innocent, you're lucky you have friends or who
knows what would happen to you. You are
excessively happy which sometimes gets on
others' nerves. You tend to be too polite for
your own good sometimes which may be depicted
as snobbish. You are very nice and
compassionate but you aren't afraid to let
others know when you're mad, it is more of a
bodily sign mostly in the eyes. You love light
and try to cheer up that one gloomy person but
it is like night and day. You can't help it
though. You tend to be a charity case and try
to help others feel less gloomy and
inadvertently make it worse. You are drawn to a
certain person and you are a bit...well a tad
and a bit eccentric and odd. But don't worry
it's your quirks that people like about you!

Which Teen Titans Character Are You?
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Kakagulat itong news na ito!

2005-12-03T00:29:00.000-08:00

Alam nyo ba? patay na si Eddie Guerrero ng WWE Smackdown! Oo tama... as in si Eddie Guerrero! Huhuhu....... For more info visit wwe.com

Nakakaiyak tong istoryang ito!

2005-10-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

Yung iba dito ayusin niyo nalang, tinatamad akong mag-ayos ng words.
What I Did For Love
NOTE: I didn't write this story!! so...yeah. This is really long,
but it's worth the read! Bring a tissue~~
June 17, 1999: My name is Mina Nam. I’m 19, still very young,
but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away
as I’m writing my story. At this moment I’m sitting at Our spot.
Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.
The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance
at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed
drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected
the true me. Inside I’m still the same person.
I have done and given so much for love but never once,
have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that
I wanted to tell him everything that I’ve done for him and make
him love me back. But I can’t. Love is not selfish.
So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and I
never asked for his love in return. Even though I’ll leave
this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain.
My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago
on this one fateful day. It all started out...
********** Part 2 **********
October 31, 1993?You better come back here
you good for nothing brat!?I covered my ears
with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me.
Her voice sounds murderous and I didn’t want to face
her today. She had slapped and hit me too much
already. I’m afraid I can’t take it anymore so I hid
in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my
closet and saw my step mom with a really pissed
off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I
BM always afraid of. I winced thinking about how
much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.I’m
just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky
number, they were right. My mom had died when
I was just turning ten. Before she died she told
me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world
and how proud she was to be my mother. She
said even though she’ll be gone, her love is
with me always.Tears rolled down my cheeks.
?If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish
to leave me?? So now when I had turn 13 my dad
had married Mok Young A, who is my step mom
today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured
me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.My closet door suddenly opened. ?There you are you wicked girl!? My step mom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.*Whack whack whack.*I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn’t breathe.?Not again! Don’t you see how much you’re costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn’t for all these medical bills we wouldn’t be so poor now!?I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn’t breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they’re not sure how much longer I’ll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in. He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my step mom’s arm lightly and said, I think she had enough. You don’t want her to have another attack. Calm down and let’s have dinner.??That’s why I’m hitting her!? she yelled. ?She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner

and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!??I didn’t get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about-"But I was cut off by the whack of my step mom’s stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn’t want to look at her. My dad said, Well, dinner’s just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom.?Despite the pain, I managed to say, ?Sorry mom. Please forgive me.?My dad handed me some money. ?Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight.? My step mom’s temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.?That’ll be $3.49.? ?What?? I asked. ? Umm ?Mr. Choi. That’s impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15.? ?I know Mina.? Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. ?The exact price is $14.32. Why don’t you keep the change for yourself?? I opened my mouth in shock. ?Mr. Choi?I..I can’t do that,? I said as I handed him 20. He only took five. ?No. Keep it. I know that step mom of yours don’t give you any money.? I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.
********** Part 3 **********
I decided to take a shortcut home but as I passed the alley, a hand pulled me in. I was knocked to the ground and a shadow hovered over me. I began to scream but the same hand covered my mouth. ?Shut up or I?ll kill you!? I shut my mouth instantly. I didn?t want to die yet. In the moon?s reflection I got a good look of my attacker. It was a boy who looked a little bit older than me. His face and clothes were dirty but he had really good features so I could tell he was extremely good-looking. But this was not a time to think about such things. He held a table knife at my throat and said, ?Give me all your money or I?ll kill you.? I panicked but I knew what to do. I used the move I wanted to use on my stepmom every time she pinned me down and hit me. I kicked him hard right into his family jewels. He gasped and fell to the floor, dropping the knife. I picked up my groceries and ran. I guess you can call me the dumbest person alive. I was afraid I had kicked the boy too hard and permanently damaged him. Besides, since my life is hell already, I didn?t want him to go through it too. So I turned back. When I came back to the alley, the boy was still lying on the floor. He was moaning softly. I lifted him up gently. ?Are you okay?? I asked. He shook his head no. ?I?m sorry,? I said to him. I reached into my pocket and pulled the money Mr. Choi gave me. ?If you need money, then here. All I have is ten dollars.? I placed the money in his hand and walked away. He looked at me with this weird expression that I couldn?t read. I picked up my groceries and this time I left without turning back. I could tell the boy was watching me as I was walking away...
********** Part 4 **********
Ji Won stared at the girl who had just walked away. ?She must be the nicest or dumbest person in this world,? he thought. He began to stand up but had to use the wall for balance. That girl had kicked him a little too hard. Ji Won had just run away from home again. He had ran away so many times that the alley was his second home. When he ran away he always stole his parents? money. They were the richest people in all of Hawaii but they were also the most messed up family. His dad would have a lot of women with him and would betray a friend if it would bring him money. His mom, on the other hand, was an exact duplicate of his dad. She always had these young men around her and spend money like crazy. His parents were divorced and lived on opposite ends of Hawaii. ?*bleep* and bastard,? thought Ji Won. When he ran away this time, he didn?t have the chance to steal any money from his dad. So he had no choice but to rob somebody. When he saw the young girl walking out of the store, she seemed to be the perfect target. But things didn?t turn out as planned. Ji Won kept wondering why the girl gave him the money even though he could have killed her. Ji Won knew he couldn?t take the money because she was the

first person in his messed up life that was nice to him because she wanted to be, not because she wanted something from him. He wanted to give the money back. When he gained some of his strength back, he began to chase her...
********** Part 5 **********
When I came home, I was greeted by the usual words. ?Ugly wretch, wicked girl, freeloader,etc.? but luckily I made it through dinner fine. When dinner ended,my parents went to sleep leaving me with the dishes. I cleaned the table and washed the dishes. I also took out the trash and then suddenly I felt someone grab me from behind. My attacker turned me around to face him. It was the same boy I met in the alley. I began to panic. ?I gave you all my money already! What more do you want from me?? He raised a finger to his lips and tried to shush me. I felt one of my attacks coming on. I started to hyperventilate and couldn?t breathe. I was beginning to black out. Ji Won looked at the girl who looked like she was going to die. ?Oh my God! Are you okay?? This time it was the girl?s turn to shake her head no. Then she collapsed in his arms. Ji Won didn?t know what to do but he had to save her life. He began to give her mouth to mouth. ?Come on,? he whispered to her. ?Breathe. Don?t die on me.? After a while she began coughing and opened her eyes. I opened my eyes and saw a blurry object heading towards me. Then I felt something soft pressing against my lips and I felt a gust of air. Then I realized the boy was giving me air. I couldn?t believe what was happening. I blushed and gently pushed him away. ?Thank you for saving me. I?m okay now.? The boy turned slightly red. ?Uhh?you?re welcome. You kinda scared me there.? ?Sorry about that. Well, what is it that you want from me?? ?Here.? He handed me back the same ten dollars I had given him. I looked up at him. ?No, it?s okay. Keep it. I think you need it or you wouldn?t have tried to rob me.? He shook his head. ?No. I just wanted to borrow it only. I don?t take charity. Well, goodbye.? Just as he walked away, I heard his stomach grumble. I bit my tongue so I wouldn?t laugh. Since he didn?t take charity, I said, ?Um, hey. I just made some food and I don?t know if it?s good or not. I need a guinea pig because I don?t want to serve it to my parents if it isn?t and besides, you did save my life. Ji Won looked at her. ?Why is she being so nice to me?? he thought. He knew she was just saying that because she heard him say he doesn?t want charity. Ji Won?s stomach was growling like crazy. He haven?t ate for 2 days already and the mention of food was killing him. ?Uh, okay. I guess I?ll be your guinea pig since I have nothing to do.? He studied her face as she smiled at him. ?She?s pretty,? he thought as he smiled back.
********** Part 6 **********
I let the boy wait outside as I got some of the leftover mee-yuk-gook for him. He finished it in less than a minute. Then he leaned back and sighed. Out of nowhere, he let out a burp. I had to giggle. He looked at me and smiled. ?Sorry about that.? ?It?s okay.? I hesitated before I asked him the next question. ?Umm?so what?s your name?? He glanced at me and then stared at the ground. I could tell he was debating to tell me his real name or not. I didn?t want him to feel obligated to telling me his name. ?It?s okay. You don?t have to tell me if you don?t want to.? Ji Won looked at her surprised. ?No! It isn?t that!? he yelled. She stared back at him surprised too. Then he lowered his voice. ?I?m sorry. Please don?t misunderstand.? She nodded her head slowly and Ji Won can tell that she was confused. Ji Won felt that he could trust her and he wanted her to be his friend. ?My name is Eun Ji Won and you are?? ?Nam Mi-Na, but call me Mina. It?seasier to remember.? Then she gave him the sweetest smile. Ji Won felt his heart beat a little faster when she smiled at him. He blushed and looks away. ?So uh, how old are you?? ?13,? she replied. ?And you Ji Wonee?? He smiled when she called him that. ?I?m 15,? he said turning back to look at her. ?15?? I asked in disbelief. Ji Won nodded. ?Where are your parents oppa? You?re too young to be living in the streets.? He shrugged his shoulders. ?I can take care of myself.? I gave him a doubting look because he was trying to pull that tough guy act on me. ?It?s okay though,? he told me. ?I have a family. It?s just that things are bad at home so I?m just getting away from it for a while.? ?So he ran away,? I figured out. I could tell that Ji Won was a good person. ?Do you have a place to stay tonight?? He shook his head. ?How about staying in my room then,? I offered. Ji Won couldn?t believe his ears. He stared at Mina. ?Did she just offer him a place to stay?? ?Ji Won?? Mina asked as she waved a hand in front of his face. ?Are you okay?? Ji Won shook his head and snapped out of it. She placed her hand on his knee. ?Oppa, I asked if you want to stay in my room for tonight?? Ji Won was so touched that he felt his heartache. No one had ever cared about him so much but he didn?t want to feel as though he owed her. ?No thanks.? Mina looked at him with her big sad eyes. ?Please oppa? I?m afraid of the dark.? Ji Won smiled. He knew she was lying so he would say yes. For the first time in his life, Ji Won felt warm inside because now he is wanted. He let out a sigh. ?Aigo Mina, okay. You talked me into it. But just for tonight though.? She giggled and nodded. ?Okay.?
********** Part 7 **********
Silently, I led Ji Won into my room. My room was small and luckily, it was far away from my parents so they can?t hear much. I let Ji Won have the bed while I take the floor. ?Damn,? I thought. ?Why does the floor have to be so cold and hard?? Ji Won stared down at Mina who was trying to sleep on the cold stone floor. He picked her up easily and lifted her onto the bed. ?Oppa? What are you doing?? I whispered as my eyes grew wide. ?Do you trust me?? he asked. I nodded my head slowly. ?Good,? he said. ?This bed is small but it?ll fit both of us.? My eyes grew wider at what Ji Won had just said. But I had just told him that I trust him. I couldn?t take my words back so I had no choice but to sleep with him. We both got in my bed and slept side-by-side. I was so nervous, I couldn?t sleep. Ji Won, on the other hand, had no problem. He fell asleep instantly. I turned my head over to look at him. His face was so innocent like an angel when he was sleeping. Who would have thought he was such a devil when he?s awake and moving? An hour had passed and it was 3? in the morning. I still couldn?t sleep. Suddenly something weird happen. Ji Won turned his entire body around and did a 360, kicking me. ?Ow!? I cried out but covered my mouth so my parents wouldn?t hear me. When he was done, he had this happy look on his face. At first I thought he was just playing with me but he really did do a 360 in his sleep. Suddenly he reached over and held me tight. My entire body went tense and rigid. I could feel Ji Won?s light breathing on my neck. I don?t know why but now that Ji Won was this close (practically laying on top of me) made me feel better. It?s probably cause I?ve never been this close to a person in a long time. Soon I began to fall asleep too...
********** Part 8 **********
November 1, 1993 Ji Won opened his eyes and found himself laying partially on Mina?s body. He blushed and slowly moved away from her. Then he just laid near her watching her sleep. Suddenly it caught his eyes. The sleeves and pant legs of her pajamas were lifted up and he got a good look at her arms and legs. Dark purple bruises cover her entire body. There were several scars on her legs and arms too. Red lines run across her legs and it made Ji Won wince because it looked so painful. He didn?t want to disturb Mina but he was really curious. She turned over and Ji Won lifted the back of her shirt. It was even worse than her legs. Ji Won opened his mouth lightly in shock and touched her bare back delicately, fearing that he might hurt her. Mina began to stir. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I saw Ji Won looking at me with this sad expression on his face. ?What?s wrong oppa?? I asked. ?Who did this to you?? Then he lifted the sleeve of my shirt. I opened my mouth in shock. I tried to hide it but I couldn?t believe he saw my bruises. As I tried to answer him, I heard my stepmom?s footsteps heading towards my room. ?Oppa!? I yelled, turning back to Ji Won, who was rubbing my bruises.

?You have to get out of here! My mom is coming!? Ji Won looked at me surprised but I opened my window for him to climb out. ?Climb down this tree. Goodbye Ji Wonee,? I said to him with tears in my eyes. Ji Won remained silent the whole time as he left her room. But he didn?t leave though. He sat on the branch of her tree and looked through her window. He couldn?t hear what Mina and her mom were talking about but he saw it. He saw Mina?s mom bring out a small wooden stick and whack Mina with it several times. Ji Won couldn?t take it anymore. He busted back into Mina?s room.
********** Part 9 **********
I looked up at my stepmother in pain. ?I?m sorry mom. I didn?t know we?re supposed to have guests today.? She glared at me with cold hatred in her eyes. ?Mr. Eun, of the Eun HotelEmpire all over Hawaii, is coming to visit us. Your father might get a promotion if we make a good impression! You?re supposed to be awake half an hour ago to prepare all of us tea! Now Mr. Eunis down there expecting tea! What am I supposed to do now huh?? My stepmom began to breathe rapidly as her anger increased. I saw her raise that stick of hers again. I curled myself up hoping the pain would lessen but I know it wouldn?t so I prepared myself for the strike? Ji Won caught the stick just before it would hit Mina. Mina?s mother stared at Ji Won in surprise. Mina opened her eyes and stared at Ji Won in shock. He looked down at her. ?Mina, are you okay?? ?Ji Won!? I screamed. ?What are you doing here?? Ji Won looked back at me. ?I came to save you from this evil *bleep*.? My stepmom twisted her face in hate. ?I knew you were trouble all this time Mina. How dare you bring this boy home? Wait until I tell your father about this!? Ji Won grabbed my stepmom?s arm to stop her. ?You do that and I?ll have you fired!? I stared at Ji Won dumbfounded. ?What is he talking about?? ?What are you talking about you juvenile delinquent?!? snapped my stepmom. ?I mean,? said Ji Won glaring at her. ? That you?re having tea with my father right now and I?ll get you and your husband fired if you hit Mina one more time.? I look at Ji Won surprised. ?Ji Won is the heir of the Eun Hotel Empire? His family is the richest in all of Hawaii!? My stepmom looked at Ji Won doubtfully. ?If you?re his son, then how come you?re so filthy?? Ji Won gave her a smirk. ?I know you want proof. How about all of us go down there to talk to my dad?? My stepmom looked at him and thought, ?This is the only way for real evidence. He might get us a promotion.? Then she said, ?Come on then, boy. Let?s go.?
********** Part 10 **********
All three of us came downstairs together. Ji Won had to help me down because my legs were too weak to support me. Ji Won helped me sit on the couch and he faced the strange man before me. Mr. Eun glared at Ji Won. ?Hi dad,? said Ji Won. ?Where the hell have you been Ji Won?? shouted Mr. Eun. My family just watched them yell at each other. Ji Won shrugged his shoulders. ?Around.? It made Mr. Eun really mad but he never hits Ji Won. He continued yelling. Ji Won didn?t really listen and after a while he cut his dad off. ?Look dad, shut up about it already and we?ll talk about it at home.? ?Dang,? I thought. ?I could never talk to my parents like that.? Mr. Eun shuts up. ?Okay son, we?ll talk about it at home.? Then Ji Won gestured his hand at my entire family. ?The Nams were nice enough to let me stay at their house. You owe them dad.? Mr. Eun nodded. ?Fine. Joon and Young A, you two just got a raise.? My stepmom got so excited. ?Thank you Mr. Eun!? ?Come on Ji Won,? said Mr. Eun. ?Let?s go home. And have that talk.? Ji Won brushed his dad?s hand ff his shoulder. ?Later dad. I?ll be home in an hour.? His father glared at him. Ji Won glared back. ?I said one hour.? Mr. Eun knew Ji Won was stubborn. So he agreed. ?Fine then. One hour.? After Mr. Eun left Ji Won talked to my parents. ?Listen here,? he said as he sat down next to me. ?I can get you hired and fired just like that.? And he snapped his fingers. ?We know, we know,? said my stepmom sweetly, pouring Ji Won some tea. Ji Won didn?t drink it. ?All I want is for you two to not touch Mina anymore. If I see another bruise on her, you know the consequences. Ji Won held my hand the entire time he spoke with my parents. I felt a strange warmth going through

me and I knew that right then and there that I was falling in love with Eun Ji Won. My dad remained quiet while my stepmother talked. ?Of course Ji Won.? Ji Won rolled his eyes. ?Okay, and I?ll make sure you keep your promise.? Then Ji Won turned to face me. ?Come on, let?s go.? ?What?? I asked confused. ?Go to my house with me.? ?Go go!? said my stepmom pushing me towards Ji Won. ?Have fun kids and stay out as long as you like.? I knew my stepmom was really ticked off but she was playing it off pretty well.
********** Part 11 **********
Ji Won continued holding my hand and never once did he let it go. The walk to his house took us 15 minutes and I was enjoying every minute of it. When we reached his house, Ji Won let out a sigh. ?Mina,? he said softly. ?Just stay quiet and let me do the talking okay?? I nodded my head and we entered his house. His house was huge! I felt as though I?m a peasant walking through a castle. He even had a few maids and butlers who attended us. Ji Won led me to his room. It was nice and clean but there were a lot of holes all around his walls. I sat down on his bed as he went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. When he was done, he came out and sat next to me, holding my hand. I really am in love. ?Ji Won, how come your walls have a lot of holes?? He shrugged his shoulders and I massaged it for him. As he relaxed, he answered me. ?Oh, it?s cause I fight with my parents a lot so I take it out on the walls.? Judging by the holes, I can tell that he was really angry every time he made one. ?Come on,? he said. He lifted me up on his back and gave me a piggyback ride downstairs. He smelled so good now that he?s clean and fresh. His dad was waiting for him in the den. I waited outside while Ji Won came into facehis dad. Ji Won came in, uninterested in what his dad had to say. ?What is it dad?? ?Ji Won, son?this is getting to be very tiring. Every few weeks you would run away, leaving me and your mother worrying about you.? Ji Won smirked. ?Sure you?re worried. That?s why you?re out with those hoes and mom?s out with those morons. It?s because I?m your only son. You?re just scared that when grandpa passes away he won?t put our family on the will.? His father got angry. ?Well do you want it to end up on your uncle?s side?? Ji Won gave his dad a look that showed he didn?t care. His dad continued talking. ?Since I managed to have a son and my brother have no kids, I have the advantage. Son, listen to me. You know you?re my heir. All my wealth will be pass down to you.? Ji Won looked at his dad disgusted. ?All you care about is money! You don?t care about me!? he yelled as he stormed out of the den. Ji Won slammed the door open and grabbed my hand. ?Come on, let?s go.?
********** Part 12 **********
I was confused and didn?t know what had happened. Ji Won held my hand and took me to the beach near his house. On the sand there were these 2 huge rocks. Ji Won led me over there. He lifted me up and we sat side by side. We remained silent until Ji Won took a deep breath of the ocean air. ?I love this place, don?t you?? he said to me smiling. I returned his smile and held onto his hand tighter. ?Ji Won, what?s wrong?? Ji Won avoided my eyes. ?Nothing.? I turned his chin to face me. ?Come on, you know you can tell me.? He nodded. ?It?s my dad and this stupid feud he has with my uncle. They?re fighting over who will get the larger part in my grandpa?s will.? ?Oh?? I said softly. ?Isn?t it stupid?? he asked laughing. ?My grandpa?s not even dead yet!? I understood what was bothering him. So I didn?t say anything because I know he doesn?t want me to worry about it. He threwarock into the ocean and it skipped three times. ?Perfect? he said. ?Why is it perfect?? I asked. ?Age ain?t nothing but a number right?? he asked me, changing the subject. I thought about it for a while and nodded. ?Since I?m older than you by two years, that makes me your oppa,? Ji Won said to me. ?Yup,? I answered, smiling. Ji Won smiled back. ?I love you?.?

I felt my heart my heart filled with a bubble of love but then Ji Won continued talking..?as a dongsang.? My bubble bursted. This was not what I had expected him to say. I stared at Ji Won with wide eyes. I knew it was pretty forward of me but I had to ask. ?Y?your?.donsang?? I managed to stutter out. Ji Won looked back at me with his puppyish eyes and smiled. He nodded his head gently. Have I been reading all his signs wrong? ?So what do you say?? he asked. ?Want to be my dongsang?? Even though it was breaking my heart, I had no choice but to agree. I nodded. ?Yes, I want to be your dongsang oppa.? ?Good,? he said. Ji Won nodded and reached into his pocket. He pulled out a small silver knife. I stared at him with wide eyes. ?Ji Won, what are you going to do with that knife?? He asked, ?Do you trust me Mina?? I nodded my head without hesitation. I trusted Ji Won with my whole heart. He smiled at me. ?Good. Lower the back of your shirt.? Ji Won pulled the back of my shirt down. Then he used that knife to cut me. ?Ow!? I screamed in pain but he continued anyways. He carved a small ?E? onto my shoulder blade. My back was bleeding and he bandaged it for me. Then he handed the knife to me. ?Here. Engrave your initial ?M? too cuz I don?t want to use the same last name as your mom.? My hand trembled as I held the knife. I didn?t want to hurt Ji Won. ?Go ahead. Don?t worry, I can stand the pain.? I engraved an ?M? onto Ji Won?s back. I was surprised because he didn?t let a tear drop or cry out in pain. I bandaged him and he acted asifnothing had happen. When it was over, he held me close. I held onto Ji Won tightly as if he was going to leave me. I know he only thinks of me as his little dongsang but it feels nice holding him like this. As Ji Won held onto Mina, his smiling face instantly turned sad. He wanted to say ?Mina, I love you as a girlfriend? so she would be his forever but he couldn?t. He wasn?t the type to admit his feelings. So he figured the scarring was not an engravement of his brotherly love to Mina, but his promised symbol as a soulmate to her forever?
********** Part 13 **********
Years had pass and I?m still with Ji Won. I didn?t think it was possible but I grew more and more in love with Ji Won everyday. We would do a lot of stuff together and we never had any fights. We argue, but it never came to the point where we would get really mad at each other and he usually let me have it my way. Kang Sung Hoon was Ji Won?s other friend and he hangs out with us a lot too. Sung Hoon is a little older than me and is really nice. He has this really cute smile that when he smiles, you can?t help but smile back. I called him ?bang geul ee.? His family life also isn?t good. His dad is a drunk and his mom had passed away when he was young. So usually it was the three of us together. My home life is a lot better thanks to Ji Won. My stepmom didn?t dare to touch me anymore and it?s still the same between me and my dad. We don?t talk much. Ji Won?s parents like me a lot too. It?s because when they tell Ji Won to do something and he wouldn?t do it. They would come to me. I?m kind of like their pawn. Life was heaven for me until it completely shattered on day. It started out with good news but who would have known it would end up in tragedy?
June 15, 1996 Mystepmom and dad came home one day from visiting the Euns. ?Guess what?? my stepmom told me excitedly. ?What?? I asked calmly. ?The Euns are planning a wedding for you and Ji Won!? I sat down because my knees gave out. This news hit me with total surprise but I was so happy to hear it because I?m so in love with Ji Won. ?Really?? I asked excitedly? ?How did this happened?? ?Mr. Eun wanted Ji Won to get married and he figured you?re the girl he should marry.? ?What did Ji Won say?? I had to ask. I didn?t want him to be forced into this. ?Of course he agreed,? she answered.

My breathing increased so I took out my respirator. After I calmed down, my stepmom took me into her room and told me all about the arrangements. Meanwhile back at the Eun mansion? ?Just because you?re making this wedding for me and Mina doesn?t mean I owe you anything!? Ji Won yelled angrily at his dad. Mr. Eun grabbed Ji Won by the collar of his shirt. ?Ji Won! You listen to me. Once you and Mina get married, your grandpa will give you all of his businesses. Sharing part of it with your dad isn?t asking for much is it?? Ji Won pushed his dad away. He began to laugh. ?The only two people grandpa will give the businesses to is me or uncle. He won?t give it to you because you?ll spend it all on those *bleep*s! I bet all your money is gone now.? It was true. Mr. Eun was in serious debt and he needed Ji Won to get married because Ji Won?s grandpa was going to give Ji Won his inheritance once he gets married. Ji Won had just turned 18 and his dad had planned the marriage months ahead. His dad got on his knees. ?Please son. Please do it for me.? Ji Won rolled his eyes. ?You?re so pathetic dad.? He sighed. Living with Mina taught him compassion and sympathy for people. ?I?ll see what I can do dad.? He went into his room. Just then his cellular phone rang. He picked it up, thinkingit wasMina. Using his sexy voice, he whispered, ?Hi Mina.? A weird high-pitched giggle came from the other end of the line. ?Ooh??said the voice. ?Hi to you too sexy.? Ji Won rolled his eyes. ?Oh shut up Sung Hoon.? Using his real voice, Sung Hoon began to laugh out loud. ?Gross hyung! That?s how you talk to Mina? Ew! It gives me the chills!? ?Hey Sung Hoon,? said Ji Won seriously. ?Is everything set and ready to go?? ?Yeah hyung,? said Sung Hoon. ?Good,? said Ji Won, smiling. ?Meet me at the docks tonight. From there we can sail to the mainland airport and get away from Hawaii to start a new life in Korea.? ?Yeah,? said Sung Hoon. ?But did you tell Mina about it?? ?No,? answered Ji Won, sighing. ?I?m afraid she won?t leave her family. I?m planning to just kidnap her and take her along. It?s easier that way and no hassle.? ?Right,? said Sung Hoon. ?At least the three of us will still be together.? ?Yeah,? said Ji Won. ?Meet you in an hour. Get everything ready. I got our money too.? ?Okay,? replied Sung Hoon. ?Bye.? Ji Won clicked off his phone. Ji Won?s dad didn?t know it but his grandpa had given him $10 million in advance, along with hotel ownerships in Korea and Hawaii as his wedding gift. He planned to leave his dad $5 million and live off the rest with Mina and Sung Hoon. He smiled thinking about how he would get away from everything and just be with the one he loved the most, Mina.
********** Part 14 **********
Back at home I was so excited I couldn?t sleep. I know I was still young to be thinking about marriage but I know Ji Won is the only guy for me. I held my teddy bear close as thoughts of Ji Won drifted me to sleep. It was midnight now. Ji Won snuck out of his house quietly without making a noise. He carried his backpack full of money on his back. He planned to go to Mina?s house to grab her and leave. Then itwould be just him, Mina, and Sung Hoon leaving together. He was almost to Mina?s house when he realized that he was being followed. It was his uncle?s men. They came to get rid of him. Ji Won was smart. He knew the streets too well. He made it through the alley and those men end up losing him. But when Ji Won reached Mina?s house, about 10 men had surrounded her house. They all saw him approaching. Ji Won began to ran as they chased him. He made it to the dock. He saw Sung Hoon on the boat. ?Hyung! Hurry! The boat is leaving!? Ji Won threw his bag onto the boat first and made a high jump. He landed safely onto the boat. His uncle?s men couldn?t chase him anymore. Ji Won and Sung Hoon started cheering until Ji Won realized what was missing. Mina.

He had left her. Ji Won fell to his knees. ?What?s wrong?? asked Sung Hoon. ?Mina! We left her! We have to go back!? yelled Ji Won. Sung Hoon opened his mouth in shock because he just realized it too. Then he shook his head sadly. ?We can?t. If we go back, we?ll just get killed and we?ll be putting Mina?s life in danger too.? Ji Won moved away from Sung Hoon, knowing that the darkness will cover his face. And for the first time in his life, Ji Won cried.
********** Part 15 **********
I woke up the next morning with this strange feeling inside me. I don?t know why but I find it disturbing. Then I remembered that Ji Won and I are going to get married soon, it subsided. When I went downstairs, my stepmom was holding that wooden stick I haven?t seen in years. I began to panic. She whacked me with it. I fell down surprised. ?Where?s Ji Won?? she screamed at me. I was so confused and surprised I didn?t know what she was talking about. She kept hitting me and telling me to answer her. But how can I answer when I don?t even know myself? Then something unusual happened. My dad grabbed the stick away from my stepmom. ?Stop hitting her! Can?t you tell that she can?t think straight through all that pain?? My stepmom was shocked and she kept her mouth shut because my dad never did that to her before. ?Mina,? my dad said to me, holding my hand. ?Ji Won ran away from home again. He?s no longer in Hawaii and the wedding?s canceled.? ?He left?? I asked blankly. My dad nodded his head sadly. ?How can he leave me?? I asked standing up. My stepmom?s next words hit me hard and cold like ice. ?He probably left because he didn?t want to marry you.? I sunk to my knees and fell to the floor. I began to sob to myself. My parents left the room, leaving me alone. ?How can you leave me, Ji Won? Were all those promises of taking care of me lies?? I loved Ji Won so much. All I ever wanted is to be with him, even if he did only consider me as a dongsang. I needed to know why he left. Being with him all this time, I knew where he went. I?ll search all of Korea if I had to?
One year later? During this year, my life of hell had return. I managed to save up enough money for a ticket to Korea and money to spend. I had to work odd hours so my stepmom wouldn?t find out or she?ll take the money from me. I also had to sell some of Ji Won?s gifts to me. He was a really generous oppa who would buy me a lot of expensive clothes, jewelry, perfume, and just about anything that I wanted. I figured he wouldn?t mind because they?re just material possessions. They were a big help because I managed to trade them in for a lot of money.
July 24, 1997 I finally had enough money to leave. It took me a while to go because I knew chances are low of finding Ji Won right away. I needed extra money for my search and I had to pay double for a fake I.D. You could say that I have almost everything planned out. I got a pretty good amount so I planned on leaving today. It?s been a little over a year since Ji Won left me with no reason or explanation. I?ve gotten so much thinner because I couldn?t eat or sleep and I miss him so much. The problem I still had facing me were my parents. I know they were not going to let me leave. I was only 17. Damn. Still a minor. This year had been total hell for me and I can?t stand another year of it. I had to leave and I had a plan. I was going to fake my death. It was all so perfect. My family had to go out to a luau with Mr. Eun. He still keeps in touch with us. I guess it?s because he thinks I might know where Ji Won is. Truth is, I have no idea except I know Ji Won?s somewhere in Korea. I planned to fake a drowning. Because of my heart failure, it helped me close off my air circulation for up to 4 minutes. This time I am using it to let my family

think that I have drowned and the tides drifted my body to sea so I will never be found? But before I go I had to say goodbye to my father. I hugged him hard. He looked at me surprised. ?What was that for?? he asked. I shook my head. ?It wasn?t for anything dad. I did it because I love you.? My dad had tears in his eyes. ?I?m so sorry Mina. I?m so worthless as your father.? ?No you?re not but you have to do what?s right dad. Don?t let anyone stop you and stop putting yourself down.? He nodded his head. I hugged him for the last time. ?I?m going for a swim okay?? He nodded his head and watched me head toward the ocean. The plan went perfect. I stayed underwater for a while and swam myself to the other side of the beach where they couldn?t see me. All my belongings were there. I got on the dock and sailed to the mainland airport leaving Hawaii forever?
********** Part 16 **********
[Seoul, Korea]July 26, 1997Ji Won traced the ?M?scar on his back. ?Damn,? he thought. ?I miss Mina so much.? He sent out one of his men to retrieve news about her and if they could, get her here to him in Korea. Ji Won had it all. Money and power. The only thing that was missing was Mina. So much had happened to Ji Won as he remembered back. Ji Won and Sung Hoon made it to Seoul, Korea. With Ji Won?s leadership skills and Sung Hoon?s smooth talking, they end up getting a lot of businesses and putting others of out business. Money was not enough for Ji Won. He needed power so he created Sechs Kies, where he was the leader and Sung Hoon was his 2nd-in command. He and Sung Hoon managed to eliminate the group Quiksilver on their own and gained the respect and loyalty of the two members Kim Jae Duc and Lee Jae Jin. Along the way, they found Ko Ji Yong and Jang Su Won wandering the streets. Ji Yong proved to be a genius and Su Won was handy in finding information. Ji Won knew they were enough. They had hundreds of men under them but Sechskies were the main leaders with Ji Won as the head. They committed a lot of crimes but no evidence was ever found to convict them. Just then there was a knock on his door, interrupting his thoughts. ?Come in,? said Ji Won. Jang Su Won came in. ?I have news for you, boss,? he said. ?Well what is it? What did you find out about Mina?? Ji Won asked. Sun Won looked down and hesitated to reply. ?I?m afraid it?s bad news.? Those words made Ji Won panic. ?Jang Su Won, you answer me now!? yelled Ji Won with rage. Ji Won?s yell scared Su Won so he blurted it out. ?Mina Nam is dead. She drowned while she was swimming in the ocean. Her body has not been found and is still missing.? Ji Won fell back in his seat in shock. ?Mina?s dead? No, anyone but Mina,? he thought. Su Won knew it was a good time to leave so he left Ji Won in his office. ?Mina!? Ji Won screamed out of his window in pain. His cries echoedthroughout the city of Seoul.
********** Part 17 **********
I finally made it to Chejudo, Korea. I didn?t know where to look for Ji Won so anywhere was fine. I was never a lucky person. I couldn?t find any signs of Ji Won there so I traveled to Inchun City. My search for Ji Won continued for another year. During that time I had traveled to many cities like Guam, Pusan, etc. It must have been a gift from God because one day my search was over?
November 21, 1998 I had just finish my overtime shift at the Nam Hotel. It was pretty ironic because my whole family spent their lives working for hotels and here is the biggest one

in all of Seoul with our family name. I went into the worker?s lounge to take a break and pour myself some tea. I sat down and read the headlines. ?Sechskies are to open a conference broadcasting live on Channel 6 today? I rolled my eyes. Not them again. They were the notorious mafia lead by Matthew Eun. I shuddered. I can?t believe the leader has the same last name as my beloved Ji Won. Actually 6kies was composed of 6 leaders. They committed a lot of crimes and were always challenging the authorities. They had a lot of power and no one could take their pictures without their consent but a lot of people know what they look like. I didn?t care. I was too busy looking for Ji Won to notice them. A worker with me named So Kyung Hee came in. ?Hey,? she said, patting me lightly on the knee. ?On break?? I took a sip and nodded. ?Me too,? she said smiling. I smiled back at her. Kyung Hee was actually one of the nicest people at the hotel. Most of them were cold and just worried about how much tips they can get. Kyung Hee picked up the TV remote and turned to Channel 6. ?Hey Mina, there?s supposed to be showing 6kies today. Wonder what they look like.? I nodded and watched with her. When the clock struck 9, I felt my heart had stopped and it was not from my heart failure either. I stared at the face that was giving a *bleep*y smile to the camera. Ji Won. Slowly the camera pulled out revealing the other 5 members. I recognized Sung Hoon. He and Ji Won looked completely different but I still recognized them. Ji Won had his hair dyed completely blonde while Sung Hoon?s was streaked. Kyung Hee and I watched them in silence as they began to talk. Ji Won and the others introduced themselves. Then the camera showed directly at Ji Won. To most people he would look like an evil gang leader but in my eyes he was a beautiful angel. If it was ever possible, Ji Won was even finer than before. ?Mina, are you okay?? asked Kyung Hee, as she waved a hand in front of my face. ?Huh?? I asked looking at her. ?Oh, I?m fine. Just listening to what they have to say.? I pointed to Ji Won on the screen. ?Who is he?? ?That?s Matthew Eun,? she answered me. I stared at Ji Won some more. He had change his name and so did Sung Hoon. No wonder I couldn?t find them. Kyung Hee caught me staring so she smiled at me. ?The leader is cute huh?? I blushed. ?Yeah.? ?Too bad in real life he?s such a jerk.? ?He is not!? I yelled at her. Kyung Hee scooted her seat back in shock. I apologized right away. ?Sorry Kyung Hee, I didn?t mean to yell at you.? She had a confused look on her face but she said, ?Uh, it?s okay Mina.? I pulled a finger to my lips. ?Shh?let?s listen to what they have to say?? Ji Won began talking. ?This is Sechkies speaking to all you losers out there watching us. We just want to say that we?re open to hire new ?employees?. We usually travel around to our many hotels but you?ll find us if you have the right connections. Also a word to the police of Korea. Why are you picking on us?, ? Ji Won asked sarcastically. ?We?re good, law-abiding citizens.? Ji Won folded his hands together and gave a little bow. Then all of the Sechskies leaders started laughing. ?Oh my gosh! Look at him!? yelled Kyung Hee and pointed to Sung Hoon on the T.V. screen. ?Look at that stupid smile and that perverted laugh. Kekeke?? Kyung Hee made a poor impression of Sung Hoon?s laugh and it made me laugh. Geez, I thought. Sung Hoon would kill her if he knew she made fun of his trademark smile. The show ended a little too soon for me but Ji Won did say he was visiting many hotels and mine is the biggest one. He has to come here. I went back to work and waited for him to come.
********** Part 18 **********
Ji Won entered the main doors of the Nam Hotel and headed towards the lobby. He let out a sigh. Being in a hotel brought back to him a lot of memories. He remembered how he would take Mina to the hotels to trash it or slide down the long stairway banisters. But those carefree days are over. His only love

had died and he no longer has the heart to love anyone else. Eversince the news of Mina?s death, Ji Won began to develop a passion for anything he thinks is related to her. Things like her hairbrush, the same type of lipgloss she uses, her little respirator, etc. There are times when he had to give her mouth to mouth if the respirator wasn?t around. Ji Won smiled remembering that she had told him that he was her first kiss. Mina never went out with any guys so it made him really happy but he also found it very strange. He didn?t want to give her any ideas about dating other guys so he never asked. Ji Won had changed his name to Matthew. It?s to symbolize that Ji Won died with Mina and Matthew replaced him. He chose the name Matthew because of Mina?s initial ?M? and if anyone asks, the ?M? stands for Matthew. Sung Hoon wanted to changed his name to Ricky but Ji Won wouldn?t let him. Ji Won only allowed him to change it if it had the letter ?M? so Sung Hoon ended up changing it to Mickey instead. ?Hey hyung! Over here!? shouted Sung Hoon.JiWon looked over at his five friends. He walked over to them and was surprised at what he saw. ?What the hell is this?? he asked angrily. Every single one of them had a girl in each arm. ?What do you guys think you?re doing?? he asked as he strode over to them. ?Come on hyung,? said Jae Duc. ?Lighten up.? ?Yeah,? said Jae Jin. ?We worked hard all day and now let?s have a little fun.? Ji Won rolled his eyes and then he saw two girls wrap their arms around him. He smiled. ?Yeah, I guess.? ?Alright!? they all shouted. They like it when Ji Won is in a good mood. From where I was standing, I felt as though someone had stabbed me with a knife. Ji Won looked so happy with those 2 girls sitting on both sides of his lap. I stared at my reflection in the hotel mirror. Big, glassy eyes, pale skin, and waist-length black hair. I looked kind of like a ghost. Not much to look at, I thought sighing sadly. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder and I slowly turned around
********** Part 19 **********
?What are you looking at?? asked Kyung Hee. Whew. I let out a sigh of relief. ?They?re here,? I whispered to her. ?Who?? she asked, looking over my shoulder. ?SechsKies.? ?Oh. So you want to go serve them?? I shook my head ?no? quickly. Kyung Hee laughed. ?Okay. Don?t get so worked up, Mina. I?ll do it.? She took a waitress pad and headed over to their table. I remained in the corner watching them. ?Hi, my name is Kyung Hee and I?ll be your waitress today. May I take your order?? All the SechsKies members looked up to the pretty, young girl who just approached them. Instantly Sung Hoon made the 2 girls on his lap move. He looked up at Kyung Hee, giving her his best smile. ?I don?t know what I want for dinner, but you want to be my dessert?? The other 5 Kies members laughed while Kyung Hee rolled her eyes. ?That?s so cute. Must have took you all day to think up that one huh?? ?Ooh,? shouted Ji Yong. ?This one has a mouth.? Sung Hoon just smiled. ?Feisty. I like it.? Then he pinched Kyung Hee?s side playfully. She moved away, glaring. ?Hey don?t touch me!? ?Come on babe. Go out with me. I?ll show you a good time.? ?Hell no!? Kyung Hee shouted back in his face. Then Ji Won stood up. ?Don?t talk to my friend like that,? he said in a low threatening voice. ?Or else I?ll have you fired.? Ji Won?s glare made Kyung Hee move back a little bit but she answered back anyways. ?You can?t fire me! I quit!? She handed Jae Jin her apron and pad and stomped over to me in the dark corner. ?Stupid, lousy jerks,? she whispered to me. ?I know,? I whispered back, patting her shoulder. Suddenly, I caught Ji Won staring at me. I didn?t know what to say or do so I just left.

********** Part 20 **********
Ji Won stared at the girl who was talking to Kyung Hee. ?She looks like Mina,? he thought. ?But can?t be.? ?Hyung,? said Sung Hoon. ?What are you looking at?? ?Her,? said Ji Won, pointing in Kyung Hee?s and Mina?s direction. ?You like my waitress too?? asked Sung Hoon, pouting. ?No,? said Ji Won, shaking his head. ?Her friend. Doesn?t she look like Mina?? Sung Hoon glanced at the person Ji Won was pointing to and watched her walk away. ?No...? said Sung Hoon slowly. ?That girl?s hair is much longer and Mina has a nicer body. That chick looks like a stick.? Ji Won cocked an eyebrow at Sung Hoon. ?How do you know Mina have a nice body?? Sung Hoon?s eyes widened. ?I dunno? just guessing. Ji Yong?s calling me. I?ll go see what he wants,? Sung Hoon said quickly and ran over to Ji Yong right away. Ji Won began to chase the girl who just left. I heard some footsteps following behind me. I quickly turned a corner and entered my room. Ji Won ran after her as fast as he could. He saw the girl turn a corner and he continued chasing her. He saw a figure up ahead and he grabbed her by the shoulder. When the girl turned around, she had a surprised expression on her face. ?What do you want?? Ji Won looked at the strange girl. She looked nothing like Mina. ?Wrong person.? The girl walked way. Ji Won sighed. ?Maybe it?s cause I miss Mina so much that I?m beginning to see her.? He began to walk back to the lobby, disappointedly. From my hotel room, I was watching Ji Won with the little hole in the door. I saw him pat a girl and then walk away with him head bowed down. I went over and sat down on my bed. I let out a sigh. Ji Won doesn?t miss me. He has too many girls with him already. He probably forgot who I am by now. Tears fell down my face and I didn?t even realize it. I quickly wiped them away. I wanted to tell myself that I hate Ji Won but I couldn?t because then I?d just be lying. There was only one thing left for me to do. I stood in front of my bathroom mirror. I can?t be with Ji Won as Mina, but I wanted to be by his side to watch over him. I thought about it for a while and remembered they were recruiting new members for Black Kies. I looked at myself. Hmm?if my hair is short and put into a cap, I wear sunglasses more, darken my skin with make-up, and lower my voice?I can pass for a guy. So I did it. Within an hour, I had transformed myself into a guy. I checked myself over. As a guy, I didn?t look too bad. I smoothed out my new short hair and tucked it into a cap. Guys wear earrings too so I didn?t have to worry about my earring holes. I wore a couple of T-shirts under my flannel and 2 pairs of boxers under my baggy jeans so I would fill out more and wouldn?t look so scrawny. I checked my make-up, making sure I waswell-covered. I put my sunglasses on. Perfect, I thought. Now all I have to do is have to pass the test to join the gang.
********** Part 21 **********
Ji Won walked down the aisle looking at the 5 new candidates. He nod his head as he studied them. ?Pretty good,? he said to them. ?Alright,? he clapped his hands for attention. ?All of you know how it?s done. Jae Jin and Jae Duc will jump each of you in. If you?re still standing after 5 minutes, then welcome to SechsKies.? Only 2 of the 5 guys lasted when Jae Jin and Jae Duc were done beating them up. ?Okay,? said Sung Hoon. The two newest members to join is-? ?Wait!? shouted a voice, interrupting Sung Hoon. Everyone looked over to see who it was. Ji Won stared at the young boy who was walking towards them. ?What the hell? Damn! This kid looks like Mina!? he thought. ?I must be losing it. How come I keep seeing her today?? Sung Hoon looked at the new boy curiously. ?Yes? What do you want little man?? I looked at Sung Hoon. Gosh he developed an attitude, I thought. I took a deep breath. This is it. ?I want to join SechsKies.? A guy I recognized as Jang Su

Won busted out laughing. He placed his hand on top of my head. ?You? How old are you boy? 15? !6? And how tall are you now? 5??? I moved his hand for him. ?No. I?m 18 and I?m not 5?, I?m 5?3.? That made all the other members laugh, except Ji Won. I looked at him curiously and realized he was checking me out. Oh no, I thought. Please don?t recognize me. Ji Won held up his hand for the others to stop laughing. ?Hey, if he wants a chance, then we?ll give it to him.? Then he turned to face me. I felt my heart thumping loud and prayed he couldn?t hear it. He placed his hand on my shoulder. Dang, he smells good, I thought as I tried to suppress a smile. ?Look kid,? said Ji Won to me. ?You have to be jumped in to join. These 2 guys (pointing to Jae Jin and Jae Duc) will kick the crap out ofyou for 5 minutes. If you?restill standing, you?re in.? I nodded my head. I knew I had to last because I?m doing it all for Ji Won. I stood there as Jae Duc and Jae Jin began to hit me. Jae Jin threw the first punch and it gave me instant pain. He?s even stronger than my stepmom, I thought. Jae Duc kicked me and I was knocked to the ground but I kept pulling myself up. Ji Won looked at the helpless boy who was struggling to stand up. He doesn?t understand why but when he looks at the boy, images of Mina replaced him. Right now in his eyes, it looked like it was Mina being beaten up by Jae Jin and Jae Duc. He couldn?t help it. ?Stay down!? he yelled to the boy. Everyone stared at Ji Won. Both Jae Jin and Jae Duc stopped hitting the boy because they were surprised Ji Won was being nice out of nowhere. I heard Ji Won yelling for me to stay down. My ears listened but my legs wouldn?t. I refused to stay down. No matter how many times they hit me or how hard, I managed to get up. Finally 5 minutes was over and I was still standing. ?Am I in?? I asked in a weak voice. I saw Ji Won staring at me with a surprised expression. ?Yes, you?re in.? he said patting my shoulder. I smiled and fainted into his arms. Ji Won held the boy, surprised. He realized the boy had fainted. Usually he would have let go if someone fainted on him, but this time he held on tight. The other 5 Kies members looked and the 2 new recruits looked at Ji Won with queeried eyes. ?Uh, hyung,? said Sung Hoon, as he patted Ji Won on the shoulder. ?What?? asked Ji Won, as he continued holding the boy. ?What should we do about the new recruits?? ?Give them instructions and show them to their rooms. We?ll have a meeting tomorrow.? ?Okay.? They all left but once in a while, they all would glance back looking at Ji Won, who was carrying the boy in the other direction.
********** Part 22 **********
Slowly I began to regain my consciousness and I woke up. I looked around and realized I was in the biggest room in the Nam Hotel. The Presidential Suite. ?What am I doing in here?? I asked myself. Then suddenly the chair in front of me spun around. Ji Won was sitting in it. I stared at him with wide eyes. I started to panic because I was all alone with him in the room. Ji Won gave me a sideways glance. ?You okay?? he asked. I nodded my head. Ji Won got up out of his seat and walked towards me. He sat down on the bed next to me and looked at me straight in the eyes. ?So what?s your name?? he asked. ?Mi-? I began but instantly cut myself off. ?Stupid, I thought to myself. You almost said your real name!? I saw Ji Won?s eyes grow wide. ?What did you say your name was?? ?Min-Sung,? I answered him quickly. ?Oh,? he said and backed away from me. Ji Won stood up and walked towards the window, looking outside. He knew the new recruit was a boy but somewhere inside him wished MS would say his name was Mina. He let out a sigh. ?There?s a meeting tomorrow. Be there okay?? I looked at Ji Won with his back facing me. It had only been 2 years but I felt as though I couldn?t read what was going on in his mind anymore. I let out a sigh myself. ?Ji Won, where do we meet later tomorrow?? The call of his real name made Ji Won suddenly look up. He ran over to where Min Sung was sitting and grabbed him by his shoulders. ?How do you know my real Korean name? No one knows me by that. Everyone calls me Matthew.? Oh no, I thought. I had completely forgotten that Ji Won had change his name to Matthew but I thought fast. ?I didn?t know your name as Ji Won. All I said was, ?Gee, wanna go out later tomorrow??? I felt Ji Won?s grip on me loosen. He had bought the story. When he wasn't looking, I let out a sigh of relief. ?I?m losing it,? thought Ji Won. ?We?ll meet in the main dining room tomorrow,? Ji Won told Min Sung. He nodded his head and left. Ji Won walked out to the balcony and looked up at the sky. ?I love you Mina, that?s why it hurts so much that you?re not here.? But the real Mina had left before she could have heard those words.
********** Part 23 **********
Meanwhile back in the hotel lobby? After Sung Hoon and the others gave the new recruits instructions and about the meeting, they all went back to their rooms. ?You think there?s something wrong with Matthew hyung?? asked Jae Jin. ?Yeah,? said Jae Duc. ?Did you see the way he held the new guy?? They began to shudder. ?No, it?s nothing,? answered Sung Hoon. ?You think maybe Matthew is gay?? asked Ji Yong. ?You?re the one who looks gay,? said Jae Duc, jokingly. ?Shut up!? yelled Ji Yong as he punched Jae Duc lightly. The others began to laugh. Then Su Won said, ?Could be though. I never saw him ?be? with a girl before.? Sung Hoon lets out a sigh. ?Okay, I?ll tell you guys the real deal. But don?t let this get back to Matthew okay?? They all nodded and leaned forward to hear the story. ?It was like 5 years ago when Matthew hyung met this girl named Nam Mina?.? ?She a babe?? asked Jae Duc, interrupting. Sung Hoon gave him a look. ?Yes, Duc-ee, she?s a babe.? ?Oh, okay,? said Jae Duc. ?Continue.? ?Anyways, Matthew knew her before he met me. It turns out that she was the first person who ever really cared about him and Matthew fell in love with her. But you know how hyung is. He could never tell anyone exactly what? s on his mind or how he feels. Instead of saying he wants Mina to be his girlfriend, he said he wants her to be his dongsang-? ?That?s stupid!? yelled Jae Duc, interrupting Sung Hoon. ?Why he say that for? She?s a babe!? ?Sh..!? yelled Jae Jin, Ji Yong, and Su Won at Jae Duc. Sung Hoon continued. ?Well, Matthew ended up having this blood ceremony with her. They scarred each other?s back with their initial. It looks like a blood tie but later on I found out it was his symbol of promised love-? ?Ow..that must have hurt,? said Jae Duc, as he hugged himself. Jae Jin smacked him on the head for interrupting again. ?I think they knew each other for a year before they met me. At first I thought Mina was cute, but then by the way Matthew acts, I can tell she was off limits. See, Mina had this heart condition where air would suddenly be closed off and she couldn?t breathe. The only way to get air in was by this respirator-? ?The one hyung always carry?? asked Jae Duc. ?Yes Duc-ee,? said Sung Hoon, rolling his eyes. ?Anyways, it was either that or mouth to mouth. Once when Matthew went collecting shells for Mina, I was walking along the shores with her. One of her attacks came on. I freaked out of course, but I knew what to do. I laid her down and I was about to give her CPR but then Matthew ran the speed of light and knocked me into the ocean and he gave her CPR.? The others started laughing. ?Dang, ain?t he a Romeo?? said Jae Duc, laughing. Sung Hoon smiled. ?It?s cause he loves Mina and didn?t want any other guy touching her. I mean, during school, if any guy talks about wanting to date her, Matthew made sure he didn?t. Oh yeah, Matthew hyung hasn?t always been Matthew. His real name is Ji Won. The ?M? scar on his back stands for Mina, not Matthew.? The others opened their mouths in shock. They never knew Ji Won had been this much in love before. ?How romantic,? whispered Jae Duc. ?Shut up hyung,? said Ji Yong. ?Quit interrupting!? ?Okay, okay,? said Jae Duc, blocking himself from Jae Jin?s hand. Sung Hoon began talking. ?If there are no more interruptions, then I?ll continue.? He paused for a second and then continued. ?The day before Matthew and I made it to Korea, he and Mina were supposed to get married.

Matthew didn?t like his dad and there was this feud in their family on who gets the grandpa?s inheritance. Matthew got it, of course, and he took it all and left Hawaii. He took me and he was planning on taking Mina too. When he went to her house though, his uncle?s men were guarding the place and he couldn?t take her. He ended up leaving Hawaii without saying goodbye to Mina.? All of them remained silent. Then Su Won spoke. ?Last year hyung sent me out to get some news on Nam Mina. She had died drowning.? Sung Hoon nodded. ?Yeah but Matthew and I think she committed suicide. He think it?s because Mina can?t handle living with her stepmom, who always abuse her. If you ask me, I think Mina committed suicide because Matthew left her without any reason. I think hyung thinks that too but he won?t say it. I think he blames himself for her death and since then he hasn?t been the same. He used to be nicer and not this touchy. Also that?s why he?s never been with another girl. I mean, we see him flirt with other girls but none of us actually see him ?be? with another girl right?? The others nodded in agreement. Sung Hoon continued. ?About this new boy today. I think Matthew is losing it. He probably thinks when he sees the boy he is see-? Sung Hoon stopped talking as he looked up. He finished his sentence with a ?-See you later!? and he ran off.
********** Part 24 **********
The others looked up surprised. Jae Jin smacked Jae Duc on his head. ?What?? asked Jae Duc. ?I didn?t interrupt!? ?It?s not Duc-ee?s fault,? said Ji Yong. ?Look.? Ji Yong pointed to where Sung Hoon ran off too. ?Aigo,? said Jae Jin. ?It?s that same waitress babe.? ?See?? said Jae Duc. ?It?s cause of a girl, not me. You hit me by mistake.? ?No, it?s not a mistake. I still wanna smack your head cause it makes this cool hollow sound,? replied Jae Jin as he smacked Jae Duc on his head again. ?So, wanna go out sometime?? Sung Hoon asked Kyung Hee, leaning near her. She rolled her eyes at him. She answered flatly, ?No? and began to leave. Sung Hoon held onto her arm. ?Come on babe. X-mas is next month and don?t be a scrooge.? Then suddenly, Kyung Hee gave him a seductive smile. ?I guess. How about we go out on November 31 then?? Sung Hoon gave her a sexy smile back. ?It?s a date then,? he answered, letting her go. The other 4 walked up to him. ?How?d it go Mickey?? asked Su Won. ?Hey, hey, what can I say?? answered Sung Hoon *bleep*ily. ?I?m the man!? Jae Jin gave him a high-five. ?Alright!? yelled Jae Duc. ?When you 2 going out?? ?November 31,? answered Sung Hoon. ?Uh, Mickey,? said Ji Yong. ?Sup Ji Yong?? said Sung Hoon. ?November doesn?t have a 31st.? ?What?? asked Sung Hoon surprised. He looked at the calendar. November ended on the 30th. He looked around but Kyung Hee had already left. He started cursing while the others tried to hold back their laughter.
November 23, 1998 ?This meeting of SechsKies is now in session,? announced Ji Won to the main members of the group, along with the new recruits. His voice got their attention and they quickly focused their attention on Ji Won. Ji Won looked to see if Min Sung was there. He was. Ji Won gave a little smile to him. He didn?t know why but when he looks at Min Sung his mind would replace Min Sung?s face with Mina?s. ?So any new business?? he asked the members. ?Yes,? answered Jae Jin. ?The Black Dragons have killed some of our members and took away some of our businesses.? ?Damn it!? yelled Ji Won as he pounded his fist on the table. ?We?ll just have to see that this Black Dragon matter will be solved. Mickey you, Ji Yong, Su Won, and the 2 new recruits deal with the businesses. Jae Jin, Jae Duc, and Min Sung will come with me.? Everyone looked at Ji Won strangely. Sung Hoon began to speak. ?Uh, hyung. You want to take Min Sung along?? Ji Won glared at him. ?Yeah. Anyone here have any objections?? No one answered. ?Meeting adjourned,? announced Ji Won and everyone went to work.
********** Part 25 **********
I followed the Black Kies to a dark alley. I was surprised Ji Won wanted to take me along, considering I was one of the weakest members. I thought I would get to work with the White Kies in businesses. ?Hey kid,? said Jae Duc to me. ?What is it?? He handed me a gun. ?Use this to protect yourself.? My eyes widened as I held the cold metal. Please don?t let me use it, I prayed silently. Ji Won walked over to Min Sung. ?Okay, the coleaders of Black Dragons are meeting around here. You?ll recognize them by the dragon tattoos on their arms. If you see them, just shoot them as they come out.? ?But Matthew hyung, I-? but my words were cut off the sound of gunshots. POW ?Get down!? yelled Ji Won as he covered me. Then he started firing. I covered my ears and watched Ji Won in disbelief. He had shot 4 people and killed 3. Ji Won stood up smiling. I couldn?t believe it. I was in love with a cold-blooded killer. Jae Jin and Jae Duc killed some other members and JW told them to kill every single Black Dragon member. One Black Dragon member laid hurt on the ground. Ji Won pulled him up by the collar of his shirt and pointed a gun to his head. ?Tell me who?s your leader punk or else I?ll blow your brains out.? The young boy was whimpering. I felt sorry for him. ?Please don?t kill me. My leader is Eun Tae Won.? ?Who the hell is that?? asked Ji Won angrily. ?What the hell does he have against me?? ?He?s the godson of Mr. Eun, who?s one of the heirs of the Eun Hotel Empire and he came to get the inheritance back from you.? I listened to what the boy was saying. I never knew that Ji Won?s uncle had a god son. From what I had heard, JiWon?s uncle had passed away 2 months ago and he had a heir. The heir is the leader of Black Dragon, I figured out. ?That bastard,? said Ji Won. ?He?s dead and he still has someone after me.? When Ji Won wasn?t looking, the Black Dragon boy had pulled out a knife, ready to stab Ji Won. I didn?t have time to think so I reacted instantly. I shot the boy. He fell back in pain but managed to get up and run away. Ji Won looked at me surprised. He gave me a smile. ?Good job, Min Sung,? he said walking over to me and patted me on the back. I was appalled at what I had done. I couldn?t answer him so I just handed him back the gun. Just then Jae Jin and Jae Duc came back to us. ?Got them all hyung,? said Jae Jin smiling as he did fancy handwork with his gun. ?Good,? said Ji Won. ?Min Sung here just saved my life. I knew it was a good idea to bring him along.? ?Really?? asked Jae Duc. ?Nice work kid.? Then he punched me lightly on the shoulder. When we made it back to the hotel, I ran into my room using my respirator and swallowed a pill. Afterwards, I took a shower. I felt so dirty because what I had done. I knew this was going to be only one of the many dirty work I would have to do to stay with Ji Won.
********** Part 26 **********
A few months later? During this time, since I saved Ji Won?s life, he began to trust me more and confided in me with everything. I was like his new best friend. SechsKies continued traveling to many places and recruited new members. More war between SechsKies and Black Dragons broke out. Many businesses were shut down and more members were killed from both sides. All the blood shed and fighting was getting to me but I held on. All the members of SechsKies accepted me but sometimes I overhear them whisper that I?m gay. I didn?t care as long as I had Ji Won.
April 30, 1999 Finally, after many days of hard work, SechsKies finally got a dayof rest. The leaders always hang out together but Ji Won always included me. We were at
this fancy restaurant and were all having a good time. Jae Duc was telling us funny jokes. He stopped in the middle of a joke as he saw the Black Dragon leaders enter the restaurant.
Tension was felt by everyone. The Black Dragons sat down across from us. Ji Won and Tae Won were giving each other glares. Underneath the tables, we pulled out our guns. I knew the Black Dragons were doing the same. We didn?t know which side fired the first shot but before we knew it, bullets were flying everywhere. Ji Won covered me as we ran out of the restaurant safely. We met up with the other 5 Kies in a dark alley. The Black Dragons were still chasing us. ?Damn it hyung! What should we do?? asked Jae Jin. ?Kill them all!? shouted Ji Won. ?There are too many,? Ji Yong shouted back. ?Let?s just hide out in this motel.? We all ran and hid in this cheap motel?s restaurant. The Black Dragons lost us and continued searching. ?I don?t believe this!? said Ji Won furiously. ?I, Matthew Eun, of SechsKies have to hide down here in this *bleep*roach motel like I?m a dog or something!? ?Calm down,? I said to him gently, patting his back. ?It?s not so bad.? ?Yeah hyung,? said Sung Hoon. ?It?s only for one night. Besides, we?ll make them pay for this.? All of us looked around. There was only one bed. I could tell none of us wanted the floor because it was disgusting and reeked of something. ?I ain?t taking the floor!? all of us shouted in unison. ?There?s only one bed though,? said Su Won. ?Look on the bright side,? said Jae Duc as he laid out the sheets on the bed. ?At least it?s king size.? I nodded my head. ?It?ll be tight but we?ll all have to try and fit in.? Soon it was Jae Jin, Jae Duc, Ji Won, me, Sung Hoon, Ji Yong, and Su Won laying down side by side uncomfortably on the bed. We werelaying down one by one and the others looked at me strangely as I ran to be the next person who laid near Ji Won. Soon everyone fell asleep except me. I made sure everyone was asleep before I made my move. I bent over to kiss Ji Won lightly on the lips. Then I laid my head down on his chest to hear his heart beat. I sighed contentedly. Then suddenly I felt Ji Won?s leg twitch. Oh no. I knew what he was about to do. His 360. I placed my entire body on top of his because I didn?t want to get kicked. As Ji Won did his 360, he kicked everyone except me off the bed. As always when Ji Won was done, he had a huge smile on his face. Then he held onto me tightly. I was overwhelmed with happiness. The others must have been exhausted because none of them woke up except Jae Duc. He opened his eyes sleepily and said, ?Huh?? ?You?re dreaming,? I whispered to him. He nodded his head and went back to sleep. Soon I drifted off to sleep too.
********** Part 27 **********
Next Morning? May 1, 1999 Ji Won began to stir. He woke up finding Min Sung holding onto him tightly. Ji Won widened his eyes and gently unraveled Min Sung?s arms and legs off of him. The guys already called Min Sung gay and he didn?t want them to think he?s gay too. He sat up and saw 5 of the SechsKies leaders laying on the floor. Then Sung Hoon began to wake up. He sat up and looked around. ?Gross! How the hell did I end up down here?? Ji Won shrugged his shoulders. Then Jae Duc woke up. ?Damn, my butt hurts. It feels like someone kicked it last night.? Then one by one everyone woke up. ?P.U.!,? yelled Jae Jin. ?This floor stinks!? Everyone started laughing. ?Sorry you guys,? said Ji Won laughing. ?I must have done a 360 and kicked you all off.? ?How come you didn?t fall off Min Sung?? asked Ji Yong.

Uh, oh, I thought. ?I did,? I answered him. ?But I got back up and went to sleep on the bed again.? ?Really?? asked Su Won. ?I didn?t even know. I just went right on sleeping.? Ji Won began to study Min Sung. It was weird but somehow Ji Won had a feeling that Min Sung knew he does a 360 in his sleep. ?But that?s impossible,? he thought to himself. ?Only Mina knows that and why didn?t Min Sung say anything about me kicking him?? Ji Won didn?t know what was going on with Min Sung but he knew he had to find out. We all got up and ready to leave the room. The coast seemed clear so we walked out unarmed. Big mistake. There was a n ambush waiting for us. ?Disperse!? yelled Ji Won and we all ran our separate ways. Black Dragons chased after each one of us. I lost the Black Dragon member that was chasing me but I didn?t want to go back the hotel room without Ji Won so I turned back to get him. When I found Ji Won, he was backed up against the wall by a Black Dragon. It was the leader, Tae Won. He was telling Ji Won to bow down and beg for mercy but Ji Won ended up spitting in his face. Tae Won got angry and pulled the knife back to stab Ji Won in his throat. I ran as fast as I could and knocked Tae Won down. He dropped the knife and fell to the floor with me. As he fell, he used the handled of the knife to knock Ji Won unconscious. Tae Won got up glaring at me. ?Do you know who you?re messing with?? he asked me angrily. I glared at him back unflinching. ?I?ll make you pay for hurting Ji Won.? ?Oh you must be the gay SechsKies member I?ve heard so much about,? said Tae Won laughing. ?You?re afraid your *bleep* leader would die leaving you alone?? That made me really angry. I didn?t care that he called me gay but calling Ji Won a *bleep* ticked me off. Since he was distracted, I grabbed the hand he was holding the sword with, and made him stab himself. He cried out in shock and pain. He pulled knife out of him. Tae Won pushed me away and cuts me in the knee with his knife. I fell down and saw him raise theknife above my head. I was going to die. Then suddenly a voice screamed out, ?Gang Rape!? It made Tae Won run off. I looked over to see who it was. It was Kyung Hee screaming for the cops. I saw her looking at me sighing and walked away. ?Kyung Hee!? I screamed for her. Kyung Hee looked at me strangely as she approached me. ?Do I know you?? I nodded my head and motioned for her to come near me. When she did, I whispered in her ear, ?It?s me, Mina.? ?Mina? But you?re a guy!? she yelled back at me. ?Look at me closely.?When she did, her eyes widened as she grabbed a hold of me. ?Mina, it is you!? I turned her back to face me. ?Please help me bring Ji Won back to the hotel.? Kyung Hee made a face of disgust. ?What are you doing with the SechsKies leader and why are you dressed like a guy?? ?I?ll explain later,? I told her. We both put Ji Won?s arms around us as we carried him back. Along the way we found Sung Hoon unconscious on the ground, bleeding. I set Ji Won down gently and lifted Sung Hoon up. ?Sung Hoon!? I said, shaking him. He was hurt badly. ?Kyung Hee, please do me a favor. You carry Sung Hoon while I carry Ji Won.? Kyung Hee looked at me reluctantly but then nodded. I lifted Ji Won onto my back and carried him back to the Nam Hotel. My leg was still bleeding from the cut and I was limping. ?Mina, can you carry him?? Kyung Hee asked me, concerned. ?I?ll be fine,? I answered her as we made it back.
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I took Ji Won back to his room while Kyung Hee took Sung Hoon back to his. I washed Ji Won?s cuts and nursed his wounds. When he was bandaged, I sat down on the chair next to his bed. Then suddenly, I couldn?t breathe. One of my attacks is coming on and I didn?t have my respirator with me. My heart was aching so painfully that I was gasping in pain. But then I remembered Ji Won had a respirator. I searched his pockets and sure enough, there it was. I

started pumping it quickly and air entered my lungs. My vision cleared and I began to breathe easier. Then I put it back into his pocket. My touch made Ji Won stir. He began to wake up. He looked at me. ?Min Sung?? he asked weakly. I nodded my head. ?Yes, it?s me hyung.? Ji Won lifted himself up. ?Where am I???We?re back at our hotel.? ?Oh,? Ji Won said as he looked at my leg. ?What happened to your knee?? I looked down at it. It was bleeding through my pants. ?It?s nothing hyung. I?ll be okay in a few days.? ?Did Tae Won do this to you?? I nodded my head. Ji Won pounded his fist on his desk. ?Damn him! I?ll get him back.? ?It?s okay hyung,? I said calming him down. ?By the way,? he asked me suddenly, ?how did you end up finding me? Weren?t you supposed to come back here by yourself?? His question hit me by surprise. I answered him truthfully. ?I came back to look for you because I was worried you might be in danger.? I saw Ji Won look at me awkwardly and inched himself away from me. He thinks I?m gay, I thought. ?Uh, thanks for coming back to save me then,? Ji Won said to Min Sung awkwardly. Min Sung nodded and left his room. Ji Won lets out a sigh. He loved Min Sung as a friend and definitely nothing more. He didn?t want Min Sung to have any thoughts. Instinctively Ji Won reached into his pocket to check to see if his respirator was still there. It was but it was different. Ji Won stared at it with wide eyes. His once filled respirator was now only half full with air. Someone had been using it.
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Later that evening Ji Won posted a note on my door telling me to meet him. It was 8 p.m. and I knocked the door to his room. ?Come in,? said Ji Won. I entered his room, not knowing what he was going to say. ?Follow me,? he ordered. He left the room and I followed him. He took me to the beach that was near our hotel. Then he walked over to a spot where there were two rocks side by side. I caught my breath. This looks exactly like our spot in Hawaii, I thought. ?Come here and sit next to me, Min Sung,? said Ji Won to me, patting the rock next to him. I sat down near him and closed my eyes as I breathed in the salty sea air. Ji Won began to study Min Sung. ?He looks like Mina in a way,? he thought. ?Could he be Mina in another form?? Ji Won didn?t believe in reincarnation but Min Sung was too much like Mina for him. He wanted to see if somehow Min Sung was Mina so he had to test him. ?Min Sung, you want to hear a story?? ?Sure,? said Min Sung eagerly. Ji Won smiled as he told his story. ?There once was this rich boy who came from a messed up family. He had no friends at all. Then one day he met this little girl who became his friend. She was really nice to him, unlike his family, so he began to adopt her as his dongsang.? Ji Won paused right there to see Min Sung?s reaction. My smile faded when Ji Won began his story. He was talking about our life in Hawaii. Then I figured out he was testing me. The respirator, I thought. I must have drained it when I was using it so now he suspects me. I steadied myself and tried my best to give no reaction. Ji Won stared at Min Sung, who appeared to have no reaction to the story. ?Well what do you think?? Ji Won asked him. ?That?s a cute story, hyung,? he said, shrugging his shoulders. Ji Won continued. ?Do you know why he took extra care of his dongsang?? Min Sung shook his head no. ?It?s because she has this heart problem and needed this respirator to breathe.? He took out the respirator from his pocket and showed it to Min Sung. Again no reaction. ?Poor girl,? said Min Sung. ?Yes, poor girl,? said Ji Won sadly. ?She died a few years later.? I looked at Ji Won sadly. I knew Ji Won felt bad because of my death but since I?m no one special to him, it wouldn?t matter if he knew the truth that Mina was still alive and with him right now. Then Ji Won took out a stone and handed me

one. I rubbed the white marble stone for a while. ?Throw it,? he told me. I shook my head no. To me it was like a present so I didn?t throw it but just kept it in my pocket. Ji Won threw his into the ocean. It skipped 3 times. ?Perfect,? he said. ?Why is it perfect?? I asked him. This time I wished he would tell me the significance of the 3-skip. ?When the stone skips 3 times, it means 3 words. I love you.? I looked at Ji Won in an overwhelming joy. Did Ji Won love me? He had thrown the rock and it skipped 3 times many times before. ?So did the rich boy ever really loved his dongsang?? I asked Ji Won. Ji Won looked at me. ?Of course he does. He has a lot of brotherly love for her.? ?Oh,? I whispered softly. My heart began to ache. As Ji Won continued staring at the ocean, I began to walk home with a heavy heart. Ji Won began to shake his head. ?Mina?s dead already so why am I denying that I love her?? he thought to himself as he stared out to the ocean. ?Actually, Min Sung, the rich boy loved his dongsang the first day he met her but he?s such a weak person. He never could admit his feelings for her and just waited for her to say that she loves him first.? Ji Won turned around and saw that Min Sung had left. ?Oh well,? he thought as he headed back to the hotel.
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*Since some of you wanted to hear more about Sung Hoon and Kyung Hee, this chapter is a little side story. Sung Hoon woke up aching. He realized he was back at the Nam Hotel and in his room. ?How did I make it back here?? he asked himself. Then he realized he was wearing nothing but his boxers. His bathroom door suddenly opened and out came Kyung Hee. ?Hey!? he shouted as he pulled a blanket over to cover himself. Kyung Hee rolled her eyes. ?It?s too late for that. I?ve seen it all already,? she told him as she yanked the blanket away. Sung Hoon crossed his arms over his chest. ?So you took advantage of me in my weak state?? ?So what if I did?? she snapped at him. ?That means you have to marry me and support me while I give birth to your child.? Kyung Hee could?t help but laugh. Sung Hoon smiled at her. ?I guess he isn?t so bad,? she thought. ?You know,? said Sung Hoon quietly. ?You didn?t have to diss me like that when you said you?ll go out with me.? Kyung Hee looked at him. ?I had to! You were such an arrogant jerk and you wouldn?t leave me alone.? ?Maybe it?s because I like you too much to leave you alone,? he replied back. Kyung Hee blushed a little and decided to change the subject. ?Give me your arm,? she said to him. Sung Hoon?s right arm was bleeding and Kyung Hee began to wash the cut. ?Ow!? he yelled in pain, pulling his arm back. ?That hurts.? ?Does it?? Kyung Hee asked him, concerned. ?I?m sorry.? She leaned over to blow on his cut. Sung Hoon stared at her the entire time. He felt warm and shy being around her. He never felt this way for a girl before. She was nice to him and not dissing him like she usually does. He really liked that feeling. Kyung Hee gently placed his arm into a cast. ?There,? she said. ?All better.? ?You know,? said Sung Hoon softly. ?Everyone says kisses make boo-boos feel better and go away.? When Kyung Hee was nursing Sung Hoon, she developed a liking for him and his nice body was a good addition. ?Really?? she asked skeptically. ?I don?t believe you.? ?Why don?t you test it out then?? he challenged her smiling. ?Maybe I will,? she said, flirting back. ?Where does it hurt?? Sung Hoon pointed to his knee. Kyung Hee kissed it. Then he pointed to his hand. She kissed it too. Slowly he pointed to his forehead, which she also kissed. He worked his way down to his nose. Kyung Hee couldn?t help but laugh as she kissed his nose lightly. Sung Hoon?s nose was broken. Then he pointed to his lips. Kyung Hee was about to kiss it lightly but then Sung Hoon held onto her tightly to deepen the kiss. Kyung Hee felt drawn to

him so she didn?t push him away. He turned her over so she laid down on his bed, with him on top of her. His hand went under the back of her shirt and he stopped there. Kyung Hee continued kissing him and ran her fingers through his hair. Since she wasn?t stopping him, he was about to continue when? *knock knock* ?I?m going to kill that person,? thought Sung Hoon as he broke off the kiss. ?Yeah? What is it?? he yelled. ?Matthew wants all of us to go down to the dining room for a meeting,? said Ji Yong. ?Okay, I?ll be there in 5 minutes!? Sung Hoon yelled back. When he heard footsteps of Ji Yong leaving, he kissed Kyung Hee once more. ?Sorry honey, I have to go but I?ll be right back.? Kyung Hee nodded and helped him into his clothes.
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?Order SechsKies!? yelled Ji Won. ?Ooh, ooh,? said Jae Duc. ?I want some kimbab!? Ji Won glared at him. Jae Duc shuts up. ?Now I want to talk to all of you about Min Sung. He?s only been here for a few months but he had saved my life twice and not to mention, Sung Hoon?s.? Sung Hoon slapped Min Sung on the back and smiled. ?Now,? continued Ji Won. ?What do you want Min Sung? A car, money, women? Tell us and it?s yours.? ?Yeah,? said Sung Hoon. ?Just name it buddy and it?s yours.? I thought about it for a while. The only thing I wanted was Ji Won but I couldn?t say that. Since he was suspecting me so much there was only one thing I should ask for. ?I want a woman,? I told them. They all opened their mouths in shock. ?Alright Min Sung, you dog!? yelled Sung Hoon, breaking the silence. ?At least you?re proving to us that you?re a man now!? ?Okay,? said Ji Won slowly. ?Who?s the girl?? ?So Kyung Hee,? I announced. I saw Sung Hoon?s smiling face turn mad. ?Who do you want?? Sung Hoon asked me in disbelief. I repeated myself. ?So Kyung Hee.? Sung Hoon grabbed me by the collar of my shirt. ?Out of all the girls you could have picked, why her?? he yelled at me. I knew Sung Hoon liked Kyung Hee but Kyung Hee was the only person that could help me. ?I happen to like her too,? I answered him. ?Besides, you all said I can have anything I want, and I want Kyung Hee.? ?He?s right,? said Ji Won softly. ?We can?t go back on our words.? Ji Won clapped his hands for attention. ?So Kyung Hee now belongs to Ahn Min Sung. Anyone from SechsKies who touches her, the penalty is death.? Su Won and Ji Yong had to hold Sung Hoon back from attacking me. ?I thought you were my friend!? he yelled as they took him away. I sighed and headed for my room. Ji Won looked at Min Sung as he was walking away. ?Min Sung.? ?Yes hyung?? ?Are you sure that?s what you want?? ?Yes hyung. I?ve never been more sure in my life.? Then Min Sung left. When I made it back into my room, Kyung Hee was in there waiting for me. ?What the hell is going on?? she asked me. I knew it was time to tell her my story. When I finished, she was bawling like a baby. I handed her a tissue. ?Th..that is s..so..romantic,? Kyung Hee said, sobbing. I patted her head as she leaned on me. ?No, it?s not.? ?So you?re not going to tell Ji Won who you really are?? I shook my head. ?It wouldn?t matter anyways.? ?How do you know? If he knows you?re still alive, who knows? He might fall in love with you.? ?Maybe,? I began slowly. ?But then he?d love me out of pity and not out of love. I don?t want that.? ?Oh.? Kyung Hee stared at the floor. ?I wonder if Mickey really likes me.? ?What?!? I asked in surprise.

She looked at me sheepishly. ?Oh, I forgot to tell you that Mickey and I are beginning to fall for each other.? ?Why didn?t you tell me?? ?I didn?t have a chance to. Besides, it just happened.? ?I?m sorry Kyung Hee.? ?It?s okay,? she said as she hugged me. ?We?ll just have to put our little romance on hold for a while. You?re more important.? ?No, I?ll go tell-? My words were cut off by my lack of air. This time my attack was worser than it ever had been before. Kyung Hee stared at me frightened. ?Mina! What?s happening?? ?C..can?t breathe?? I managed to say. She lifted me up. ?Come on, I?ll take you to the hospital.? ?Don?t let the others see me,? I said to her before I collapsed into total darkness.
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Slowly I began to open my eyes. I closed them instantly because the light reflecting me was so bright. Am I on the other side? I wondered. I managed to squint my eyes open. I found myself strapped to a pulse racer machine and an IV fluid was hooked up to me. I started to look around my room. I was in a hospital and I saw that my door was open slightly ajar. Then I heard 2 voices talking and I began to eavesdrop. ?It?s a miracle that she?s still alive,? said the doctor. ?Is she going to be okay?? Kyung Hee asked him. ?Well, according to these test results, her heart will expire any time now. We need to get her a heart transplant soon because she?s past overdue for 2 years already. I made some calls and there is a matching donor for her in England.? ?I?ll have to talk to her about it.? ?Please do,? said the doctor. ?It?s her only hope of living.? Kyung Hee slowly entered my room. She stared at me with wide eyes. ?You heard everything Mina?? I nodded my head weakly and took the air respirator off my mouth. ?You can tell him to forget about it. I?m not going to England for a couple of months to get surgery.? Kyung Hee ran over and shook me. ?Mina, are you crazy? You have to or you?ll die.? ?No,? I told her stubbornly. ?It was so hard for me to find Ji Won and I won?t let go of him just like that.? Kyung Hee began to cry. ?I don?t want you to die though.? I looked at her sadly. ?You?re a good friend Kyung Hee. I know you?ll be the perfect girl for Sung Hoon.? I yanked the IV tube off my arm. ?Come on. Let?s go home.?
A little over a month later?My heart condition began to grow worse. My attacks became more frequently and undetected. It would happen during odd times like when I?m showering or having dinner with the SechsKies guys. Luckily Kyung Hee was always there by my side to cover for me. Sung Hoon hated me. I can tell by the way he acts. He probably thinks that Kyung Hee really likes Ahn Min Sung (that?s me). What he doesn?t know is Kyung Hee truly does love him and it breaks her heart seeing him go out with other girls. I think he?s doing that to make her jealous. As for Ji Won, he began to grow distant towards me. He wouldn?t talk to me much and he?s been depressed about something lately. I wish I could know what was bothering him because it hurts me to see him sad like that. Secrets are definitely hard to keep. Especially ones that you have to cover everyday. I should have known that my disguise and heart attacks would be exposed soon but it just came to me unexpectedly?

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June 15, 1999 Ji Won was in his depressed state again. There was this empty void inside him that he couldn?t erase. It was a recurring pain that never seemed to end. He felt lonely. Whenever he sees Min Sung and Kyung Hee together, it disturbs him. He could?t figure out what it was but he kept finding something wrong with the picture. Then a knock came on his door. ?Come in,? he said, without bothering to see who it was. I entered Ji Won?s room holding a tray of food. Now these days since he was in his isolated stage, he didn?t eat much anymore. I was beginning to worry. I didn?t have much time left with him so I wanted to take care of him the best I could with the time I still had left. ?Hyung? Are you hungry? I brought you some food.? Ji Won turned around to see who it was. It was Min Sung. ?Just put it down.? Min Sung placed it down before Ji Won. Ramyun, mee-yuk-gook, rice, and curry. ?How does he know I like these food?? Ji Won thought. ?Take it away I don?t want it.? ?But hyung, you haven?t ate for days. Please eat a little bit.? ?I said take it away!? Ji Won yelled, his anger exploding. He knocked over the tray of food. It ended up spilling all over Min Sung. Ji Won and Min Sung stared at each other. Neither of them knew what to say. Min Sung leaned over to clean up the spilled food and then left. Ji Won fell back in his chair. He ran his hands through his hair frustrated. Min Sung was too much like Mina that it was driving him crazy. Ji Won knew he was out of line though, so he began to walk to Min Sung?s room to apologize. What a mess, I thought as I stripped out of my clothes. I soaked myself into a hot water bath, hoping it could wash away all my troubles. When I was done with my bath, I wrapped myself up in a towel and got out of the tub. Then I heard my room door open and then close. Must be Kyung Hee, I thought as I began to put my clothes on. Ji Won entered Min Sung?s room, not knowing what to say. He wasn?t good at apologizing. He looked around and didn?t see Min Sung anywhere. Then he heard the sound of water draining. He figured Min Sung must be in the bathroom. Ji Won opened the door slightly and saw Min Sung?s bare back. He shuts the door quietly and began to leave. He planned to apologize later but then his mind began to sort out what he had just saw. Min Sung?s back had an ?E? on it. Ji Won breaks the open the door to the bathroom. I was buttoning up my long sleeve shirt when my door suddenly opened. I stared at Ji Won in shock but then remembered I wasn?t completely dressed yet. I buttoned up the remaining buttons and then faced him. ?Hyung!? I said surprised. ?What are you doing here?? I caught Ji Won looking down at my shirt. I had buttoned it all wrong and a great deal of my body was showing. Oh hell, I thought. ?Hyung, I can explain-? I began to tell him but I never had a chance to. Ji Won stared at Min Sung?s exposed body. Without thinking, he ripped open Min Sung?s shirt finding that Min Sung was indeed a woman. Min Sung stood still, stunned at what Ji Won had just did. He turned Min Sung?s back to him. There it was. His ?E.? ?M...Mina?? he asked uncertainly, afraid to hope. I didn?t know what I was more embarrassed from. Letting Ji Won see me exposed or being caught. In all my life I had never been angry at Ji Won but I didn?t know why I reacted impulsively. As I held my shirt together, I slapped Ji Won across the face hard with my other hand. His head snapped to the side. He held his cheeks as he turned to face me. ?How could you do this to me Ji Won?? I asked him screaming. ?Get out! Get out!? I started to push him out the door. Ji Won was in shock. Mina, he thought. He grabbed her arms as she pushed him out. ?Mina, don?t! Is it really you?? I glared at him. As if he knew, Ji Won took off his jacket and puts it around my shoulders. I zipped it up, covering myself. ?Yes Ji Won, it is me Mina.? ?But I thought you were dead.? ?I didn?t die. I faked my death.? ?Why?? ?So I could go to Korea.? ?You came all the way from Hawaii to find me? Why didn?t you just tell me
who you are?? Ji Won looked at Mina, who had tears coming out of her eyes. He was about to brush them off for her but then Mina pushed his hand away. ?That?s the only way I could do to be with you. Join SechsKies.? Ji Won stared at Mina as she continued talking. ?After you left me all alone in Hawaii, my life became so miserable. Not because of my stepmom, but because of you. I finally found a way to leave Hawaii to find you. I was so happy when I thought about how I could see you again. I thought-? Ji Won began to feel a rush of mixed emotions. Mina?s words made him sad but seeing her alive in front of him, made him want to hold onto her and never let her go. He paused to let her continue. "-I thought that we could be together like we were?.oppa and dongsang in Hawaii. But obviously, I was wrong. You had all those girls around you that you?ve completely forgotten about me.? Ji Won felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. Each one of Mina?s words stabbed him like a knife. ?Mina, you don?t understand. I-? Mina didn?t wait for his explanation and ran. Ji Won chased after her. ?Mina!? he yelled as he chased her out of the hotel. ?Hyung,? said Su Won as he saw Ji Won ran by him. Ji Won pushed him out of the way. Kyung Hee ran up the 5 Kies. ?What happened?? Su Won shrugged his shoulders. ?I don?t know. Ji Won was chasing Min Sung and kept screaming Mina.? Kyung Hee stumbled back and Sung Hoon caught her. ?Oh no, poor Mina,? she thought. She turned around to see Sung Hoon looking at her sadly. Kyung Hee moved close to him and held onto him tight. Neither one of them lets go.
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June 16, 1999It was 3 a.m. and Ji Won had lost Mina. As he chased her down the streets he lost track of where she ran off to. ?Mina!? he continued shouting. His cries echoed throughout the streets. A lot of people heard him yelling. So did the Black Dragons. Tae Won silently crept behind Ji Won. Ji Won was all alone. Tae Won gave an evil smile. He had a plan. He and his sidekick began to set up a trap for Ji Won, which they knew he would fall for. ?Mina!? I covered my ears. I didn?t want to hear Ji Won?s voice. I was so confused. All I ever wanted was to be with Ji Won but now it?s all complicated. I leaned back against the alley wall. I needed time to think. Ji Won ran through the alleys as he continued searching for Mina. Then he ran into Tae Won. Out of the darkness, Tae Won stepped out. ?Looking for someone?? he asked. ?Yeah,? said Ji Won, glaring at him. ?I?m looking for Min Sung.? ?The punk that stabbed me?? Tae Won asked furiously. ?Yeah.? ?I got him.? ?You do?? Ji Won asked surprised. ?Hand him over!? ?There he is,? said Tae Won, pointing to a figure up ahead. From the back it did look like Min Sung but little did Ji Won know that it was all a setup. ?Mina?? Ji Won whispered as he approached the person. It was a Black Dragon member. He grabbed a hold of Ji Won around the neck and began shooting Ji Won continually in the stomach. I looked out from where I was hiding when I heard gunshots. ?Ji Won!? I screamed as I ran out from where I hid. My scream threw the Black Dragon member off guard. Seeing his chance, Ji Won grabbed the gun from him and shot him in the head. He fell to the floor dead. Tae Won started to run away but Ji Won aimed a shot directly at his heart. Tae Won fell down dead too. Ji Won looked at me and then collapsed to the cold ground. He wasn?t able to hold on any longer. Rain began to pour. ?Ji Won!? I screamed, shaking him. He was still breathing but barely. I lifted Ji Won up on my back and carried him to a nearby hospital. The rain drenched us and it grew hard for me to carry him because of the weight. However, I managed to make it. They rushed him into the emergency room. Four hours later the doctor came out.?How is he?? I asked as I ran up to him. ?He was shot 4 times in the stomach region. As you know, a person needs at least one kidney to survive but both of his are destroyed. Unless we can find a donor, he?ll have to die.? ?Give him mine,? I told the doctor right away. ?Are you sure?? I nodded my head. ?Because of your heart condition, if we have this operation that means you can die instantly during the transfer.? I nodded my head again. ?I understand. Please let?s have the operation now.? They tested me and luckily I was compatible with Ji Won. Six hours later the surgery was completed. It?s a miracle that I?m still alive. I knew not for long though. I woke up finding myself in a hospital bed with Ji Won on a bed next to me. He was still in a coma. I got out of bed and went near him. I stroked his hair gently as I bent down to kiss him. ?I love you Ji Won,? I whispered to him. Then I left the room, going to the last place I wanted to be.
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Ji Won began to wake up. He looked around and realized he was in a hospital room. Slowly his door began to open and the rest of SechsKies entered his room. ?Hyung?? asked Sung Hoon. ?Are you okay?? Ji Won nodded his head weakly as he pulled himself up. ?I?m okay now.? Jae Jin walked over to his bedside. ?We?re so sorry Matthew hyung. We didn?t know what happened until this morning. We got revenge for you though when we wiped out the entire Black Dragon hideout.? ?It?s okay,? he told them softly as they all bowed down. Then a knock came to his door. The doctor came in. ?Oh good, you?re awake,? he said. Ji Won looked at him. ?Thanks for saving me Doc.? ?No need to thank me. Your girlfriend is the one who saved your life.? Ji Won began to panic. ?What did she do?? ?She could have gotten a chance to go to England to get a heart transplant but she decided to stay to give you her kidney instead.? ?The girl?where is she?? he asked frantically. The doctor looked around the room. ?She was supposed to be in here-? Ji Won got out of bed and ran out of the room, leaving everyone staring after him. ?Hyung!? all the 5 Kies shouted but Ji Won had already left. He ran searching for Mina. He knew where she went.
********** Part 36 **********
June 17, 1999 Please let Ji Won be okay, I prayed to myself silently. Hopefully my prayers will be answered. So is this the end? My heart never changed because it was still the same one I loved Ji Won with. I couldn?t bear the thought of trading it with someone else. I was so confused. Had I finished what I had really come for? What will happen to my love for Ji Won? I didn?t know these answers. I felt weaker and my pen fell from my fingers. I stopped my story right there. Truth is, I didn?t know how to end it so I might as well leave it unfinished. I took off my cap and clothes. I was wearing a long white flowing dress underneath. It was the kind I always wanted to wear when I thought I was going to marry Ji Won. My hair had grew out a little bit. It grazed my chin. I started to put on some light make up and combed my hair. I don?t know why I?m getting dressed up for but I knew I wanted to die looking like Nam Mina, and not Ahn Min Sung. I looked at my reflection again. At least I look like a girl now, I thought with a little laugh. When I was done, I leaned against the hard rock and wrapped my arms around it, pretending it was Ji Won. Then I heard a voice yelling out my name. ?Mina!? I recognized the voice. Ji Won. I smiled, knowing at least he?ll be the last person I?ll see before I go. Ji Won looked around the beach and saw a figure in a white dress. ?Mina,? he thought as he ran towards her. It was Mina. He lifted her into his arms and onto his lap as he sat down on the rocks. ?Mina,? he whispered to her and kissed her on the neck and face. Tears began to fall down his face. All of my energy seemed to have been drained as I forced myself to open my eyes. My face felt wet but it wasn?t from my tears and it wasn?t raining either. My vision was kind of blurred and I couldn?t see Ji Won too well. I reached up to touch his face. It was wet. ?Ji Won,? I whispered to him. ?Please don?t cry. You?re scaring me. I?ve never seen you cry before.? Ji Won looked down at Mina, through his tear-filled eyes. ?I?m so sorry Mina.? ?Don?t say you?re sorry,? she whispered back to him. ?You?ve done nothing

wrong.? Ji Won shook his head. ?I?m so sorry. You?ve done so much for me and I haven?t even realized it. I haven?t done anything for you except put you through a lot of pain.? I reached up wipe away Ji Won?s tears. ?I didn?t expect anything back from you oppa. But I want to know why did you leave me in Hawaii? I could have called the wedding off if you didn?t want to marry me.? I felt Ji Won?s grip on me tighten. ?I didn?t mean to leave you Mina,? answered Ji Won, his voice shaking. ?I couldn?t take my dad anymore. My grandpa had given me his inheritanceand I planned on taking you and Sung Hoon with me. I didn?t tell you about it because I was afraid you wouldn?t leave your family for me. When I came to your house to get you, my uncle?s men were there waiting for me and chased me to the docks. I escaped but I wanted to go back but couldn?t. I could have put your life in danger. This isn?t the first time I?ve cried Mina. I cried when I knew I was going to be separated from you.? Despite the pain, I managed to smile. Ji Won didn?t want to leave me, I thought. ?Look Ji Wonee, I?m wearing the dress I always wanted to wear if we had gotten married.? Ji Won looked at me. ?You?re beautiful Mina,? he said to me. ?If everything would have gone as planned, we could have been married here in Korea.? One thing was still bothering me. I think I managed to hold onto my life this long because of this question. ?Ji Wonee, do you love me? I mean romantically, and not as your dongsang.? Ji Won looked down at Mina. She was beautiful. His heart ached when he saw how pale she was. He realized she never did knew that he had loved her all along. ?Yes, Mina,? he told her. ?I loved you since the first day we met. I loved you then and I had never stopped loving you.? He bent down to kiss her. My heart was deepened to a warm bliss. Ji Won said he loved me, I told myself as I felt him kiss me. Then a cold realization washed over me but I didn?t really care. I always thought that I was hurt when I didn?t receive Ji Won?s love. Instead, I found out my pain came from when I didn?t give Ji Won enough love. I haven?t told Ji Won I loved him yet. ?Ji Won,? I said to him as he looked down at me. ?Thank you for making my dream come true by saying that you love me. I know you?re lying and just saying it to repay me but you didn?t have to. I did it all because I-I-? I was losing my voice. Not now, please, I prayed as tears fell down my face. I need to tell him before I go. I reached into my pocketand pulled out the white marble stone Ji Won had given to me when I was Min Sung. I pointed towards the ocean to make Ji Won look. I threw the stone with all my remaining strength. It skipped 3 times. ?Perfect,? I thought as I closed my eyes for the last time. As Ji Won listened to what Mina was saying, he was stunned still. He couldn?t believe his ears. She thought he was saying he loved her as payment of what she had done for him. More tears fell down his face as he shook his head. Then when Mina pointed out to the ocean, Ji Won saw her throw the stone he had given her. It skipped 3 times. I love you. Ji Won smiled, knowing that Mina loved him too. He had known that she had loved him all along but she never told it to him either. ?Mina, you don?t understand. I do love you!? he shouted. Then Ji Won looked down at her. She had passed on. ?Mina?? He shook her gently. Her body was still and completely lifeless. ?Mina!? he screamed in pain. He held onto her tightly, burying his face into her neck. He was crying so loudly and painfully that both their bodies shook. Sung Hoon and the others finally made it to where Ji Won and Mina was. They circled Ji Won, who was bent over holding someone they couldn?t see. ?Hyung,? said Sung Hoon as he put his hand on Ji Won?s shoulder. ?Are you okay? Where?s Min Sung?? Ji Won lifted his head up and Sung Hoon saw who Ji Won was holding. He fell back into the sand shocked. ?M?Mina?? he asked in disbelief. ?Mina?? the others repeated. ?Min Sung is Mina?? asked Ji Yong. Ji Won nodded his head. ?She dressed up as a guy to join SechsKies to be with me.? ?You?re right, Mickey. Mina did love Matthew hyung,? said Jae Duc quietly. Sung Hoon got up and hugged both Ji Won?s and Mina?s bodies tightly. ?Why?? he asked crying. Everyone remained silent. Ji Won shook his head.

He moved away from Sung Hoon and turned to face all of them. ?SechsKies is my family. You guys are all like my brothers. Please be my witness as I make this promise to Mina.? They nodded their heads sadly and listened. ?Mina,? Ji Won began. ?When you were alive, I was never able to tell you that I loved you. Now that you?re gone, you don?t believe I love you. Even though I never showed you the kind of love you wanted me to, it doesn?t mean I didn?t love you with all I have.? Ji Won paused and yanked off the ring around his necklace. ?With SechsKies here as my witnesses, I, Eun Ji Won, take Nam Mina as my wife ?til eternity. I have nothing to give you Mina except my heart, which belonged to you from the first day we met.? He kissed her lips as he slipped on the ring. The others watched him in silence. They were surprised when because of all the time Ji Won had been their leader, he had never used his real name Ji Won before. They knew he was serious. When it was over, Ji Won lifted Mina up into his arms as he stood up. ?As your leader, I have a final announcement to make. I am quitting SechsKies.? ?What?? they all asked in disbelief. ?Hyung,? said Su Won. ?Please reconsider.? Ji Won shook his head. ?This is the second time Mina left me. I really can?t go on as your leader. The person I loved the most is taken away from me too soon and she died not knowing that I truly do love her.? The others understood what Ji Won meant. Jae Jin walked up to Ji Won. ?What do you plan to do then Matthew?? ?I don?t know,? he answered. I?ll be somewhere where I?ll always be with Mina and constantly remind her that I love her. And as for SechsKies, with all the money and businesses we have, I don?t see any reason why we have to commit any more crimes. We each have enough money to spend for the rest of our lives already.? They all nodded. Ji Won placed a hand on Sung Hoon?s shoulder. ?Sung Hoon,? said Ji Won. ?Yes hyung?? asked Sung Hoon. ?If you do love Kyung Hee, tell her before it?s too late.? Sung Hoon nodded. ?I will.? Ji Won looked at his 5 brothers for the last time. ?This final meeting of SechsKies is now adjourned. I wish you all the best and hope you do find your true love because I have. Good bye.? Ji Won picked up Mina?s book and scribbled something into it. When he was done, he placed it down back on the rock. Then Ji Won lifted Mina?s body up into his arms as he walked away. ?Hyung!? shouted Sung Hoon. ?Where are you going?? Ji Won continued walking and didn?t answer him. The 5 Kies watched their leader walk towards the sunset carrying his bride and disappeared. They picked up the book to see what Ji Won had written. The last entry of Mina's story was, ?True love never has an ending.?

hay.....naku!!!!

2005-08-22T13:19:00.000-07:00

kakatapos lang naman ng periodical namin
14.5 nga lang ako sa over all namin pero at least kahit papano
kasama na yung panghapon doon.
sorry nga pala kung hindi ako nakapagblog ha?.
alam nyo yung ate ko nakakaawa kasi nagkwento siya saakin
kagabi, sabi niya "kahit isang araw di ko nakalimutan si Mela
at kahit isang minuto hindi siya mawala sa isip ko.."
sabi niya pa nga wala raw siyang makuwentuhan kasi wala
naman daw nakikinig sa kanya (anong tawag niya saakin?!)
sabi nya kapag kinakausap niya raw ang mga kaibigan niya at si mama
parehas lang daw yung sinasabi nila na "Akemi, matagal na iyon mag move on ka na...."
sabi niya saakin "eh paano kung hindi ako makamove on kasi hindi ko ma-express yung
feeling ko? para kasi saakin sariwa pa yung alaala ko ng pangyayaring iyon"
para ngang sa tingin ko iiyak na siya kagabi pero pinipigilan niya lang yung luha niya.
Hayaan mo ate! nandito ako, sa tabi mo kahit na may pagkasira yung ulo ko!
I'll suport you all the way! Kaya mo yan!
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ang saya ko!!!!!

2005-06-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

kasi binalik yung Gakkou no Kaidan at Tantei Gakuen Q!!!!!!!!!
at nakakuha na rin ako ng mp3 ng 100% pure sa Gendou's anime music.......
sige pinaalam ko lang Bye-bye!!!!!

patawa lang..... ;)

2005-06-01T16:30:00.000-07:00

Hi..hello..it's nice to see you again *bakit nagkita na ba tayo? at di ba, linya yan sa kanta?*
Hi! today is already June 1.... Ang bilis ng araw no? *oo nga* Parang sa akin
birthday ko palang kahapon... Gusto ko ng black forest cake sobra kasi paborito ko yun eh...*eh di bumili ka!!!* wala akong pera eh.... *kawawa ka naman :(*
By the way nung isang araw, gumawa ako ng account sa
go-gaia.com.... *so?*
wala lang trip ko lang, kasi i'm bored. as in wala na akong magawa. sawang-sawa na ako mag-playstation at mag-internet *ows....?* Ayoko namang lumabas kasi baka umulan..... Ayaw ko namang mag-quizilla kasi......... Ayaw ko!!!.... di joke lang... tinatamad ako eh.... *inamin mo rin...*
Alam n'yo ang cute ng baby namin sobra, ang taba-taba niya kasi eh.... tiyak ako pag nakita n'yo siya kukurutin n'yo agad ang pisngi niya
Parang gusto kong mag-sulat ng story....kaya lang,pag-nagsusulat na ako, di ko na alam kung ano isusulat ko..... I NEED SOME HELP!!!! PLEASE!!! *joke lang (tonong Justin sa Full house)*
Gusto kong makinig sa radyo, kaya lang.... kaya lang....
uhmmm.... gusto ko japanese songs... maarte ako eh.... *buti inamin mo* Sa bagay umuulan na.... *what's the point?* wala lang trip ko lang.... Miss ko yung Gakkou no Kaidan at yung Tantei Gakuen Q..... di kasi ibinabalik ng animax.... pero ipapalabas nila yung Digimon Adventures 02, Escaflowne the movie, Saber Marionette J to X at Saiyuki reload gunlock! sobrang saya di ba?!?.... Gusto talaga uminom ng iced-tea ang init dito eh at sabi ni ate masarap daw yung timpla nun... Di ko napapansin..... Okay lang saakin na pasukan na kasi wala na yung kinai-inisan kong "asungot" *buti naman* Lagi kasi akong inaasar nun eh..

AfTeR a FeW mInUtEs.....

A FeW MinUteS MorE.....

An HoUr LaTeR......

It's me again!!!!! *ha?!? bumalik ka pa?!?*
Low Bat na yung cellphone ko kahit kaka-charge lang kanina....
Hay naku....di ko alam kung bakit ako gumawa ng blog... siguro dahil na-boboring ako ....hindi eh... feeling ko gusto ko talagang magkaroon ng blog para may online diary ako....kaya lang.....*kaya lang ka ng kaya lang diyan..nakakailan ka na?*
napapabayaan ko lang.... *kawawa ka naman....* Gusto kong manood ng Galaxy Angel A kasi may crush ako doon eh....hulaan n'yo na lang ha? *ano 'to guessing game?!?*
okay yun lang bye~bye na!!!!

hello

2005-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

this is my second post in my second blog, and
i'm sowie if i didn't post for the last days

see ya!!!

hi! nyao~

2005-05-06T21:05:00.000-07:00

hi!